... emptiness...

[irinomegumi]

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i just don't understand myself... what i'm feeling right now... i've been like this for the past days...

seemed that something is missing here inside... there is the existence of emptiness... emptiness that i can't explain...

this emptiness is giving me pain... a pain that i can't find the remedy...

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[hatsukoi_hyde]

n. tama tama. *nod nod*
alam ko rin yang feeling na yan. yung parang may "kawalan/ abyss" sa puso mo. yung bang tipong may kulang.*nod nod*

ta-chan's right. though I hate to admit it..... it worked for me too. it's hard to try and ignore the feeling, what more forget it? but, it's the best way you know. if you keep on doing it [you know, loving the person and stuff] lotsa things will be sacrificed, rather affected. Let's get your grades for example. this might be the material thing that will be affected the most. and the intangible one would be our relationship with you.

lam mo yun, kapag tulala ka and stuff, tapos we ask you what's wrong ang then.. di mo sasabihin. we know, we know. we have to get off your private life. [of course... private nga eh ><] but if we feel that this is starting to diminish our relationship, then we have to take a step. even if that means us, entering your privacy.

sorry ha. kailangan talaga gawin yan. makes sense? dunno. >> emptiness means your missing something ne. then I guess you have to look for that missing part just like I did. I am still in search of mine though. ^^

[hatsukoi_hyde]

don't wallow yourself in depression ne, buu-chan. ^^ we're here to help you get through it. ^D^

[irinomegumi]

uhmm... naisip ko tuloy ulit... tama kayo dun... pero siguro nga sa point na 'to di ko pa kaya... kaya nga sana may mahanap na kong iba... pero ang sama ng dating nun... kasi gaya ng sabi ko kay taffy[sa taas] mahirap kasi nasabi ko na sa sarili ko na... handa akong maghintay...v_v

nagtataka nga ako kung bakit humantong sa ganito ang lahat na maayos naman nung una... di ko siya maintindihan... kahit ang ibang tao sa paligid ay nagtataka...

opo... sa susunod magsasabi na ko sa inyo... syempre, sasabihin ko rin naman... at sa totoo lang mas kaya ko pa maglabas sa inyo kaysa sa mga kapamilya ko... at aminado ako dun...

salamat sa pag-aalala...

[irinomegumi]

hehe... oo nga e... medyo apektado ata ung grades ko... pero overall sa results... ok naman... english ko lang talaga...v_v

sabi nila taffy at gabbie sa'kin one time na... good inspiration siya sa'kin... okay ung grades ko... and it's higher than the previous year... pero siguro di kami okay ngayon... o malabo ang lahat sa'min... kaya ako apektado...v_v

aaminin ko sa inyo... siya pa rin ang laman ng isip ko...

[daphnerakstar]

*nods*

I guess you have to look for that missing part just like I did. I am still in search of mine though. ^^

same here.

[irinomegumi]

sama-sama tayo sa paghahanap... hehe... kaso... dahil sa kanya un e...v_v