Take Action
There are ideas for projects and other things to do that come into my head from time to time. Generally, I digest them for a while until I decide to poop something out. More often than not, though, I forget all about it until someone reminds me.
Today, I got a gentle nudge from Dave about a poetry zine I wanted to make. It reminded me about a fortune cookie poem I wanted to write. And that reminded me of a bunch of other things that are now making me feel like I never get anything done. Or started.
It always seems like I just don't have any time for anything, but when I think about it, I really do have the time. I just waste it on the internet or staying in bed too late and doing nothing all day. I mean, I know I am a slow reader, but I'm on page 50 of a book I started reading in the spring. That is ridiculous.
I am sure this is contributing to my constant depressiveness. Blah, blah, blah.
I will be disciplined. I will make time. I will write lists and cross things off. I know how to do this and I can do it well.
Love,
Irka
Today, I got a gentle nudge from Dave about a poetry zine I wanted to make. It reminded me about a fortune cookie poem I wanted to write. And that reminded me of a bunch of other things that are now making me feel like I never get anything done. Or started.
It always seems like I just don't have any time for anything, but when I think about it, I really do have the time. I just waste it on the internet or staying in bed too late and doing nothing all day. I mean, I know I am a slow reader, but I'm on page 50 of a book I started reading in the spring. That is ridiculous.
I am sure this is contributing to my constant depressiveness. Blah, blah, blah.
I will be disciplined. I will make time. I will write lists and cross things off. I know how to do this and I can do it well.
Love,
Irka