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so i figured it was about time that i do my four year reflection that is post-Olympic thought.
i'm not that upset about it anymore. at least i have another medal to chew on in my photos. i was really disappointed more in myself. it's like, you do all these things to try to reach the top, and it seems like on the global ice.. i seem to crack. and then when you have a bajillion people telling you that you should've done better, you just start to crumble.. it goes with the being a star thing i guess
but now i'm back home with my mom and my dogs.. the soon-to-be ex-hubby gave me a call when i landed and we had dinner at home.. we're being nice to eachother, he told me all about how everyone was rooting for cupcake and i back home.. how he wanted to go to Italy, but instead kept mom company and helped take her to appointments and such.. it was nice to have someone to talk to.. i realized that i'll probably never stop being friends with him.. i've known him for too long..
so now i'm back on the ice, preparing for the tour that's starting in like two months.. hopefully Shells 'N Cheese will be up to coming with us.. it's bad enough i didn't have anyone to toss water balloons with in Italy.. who do i get to hide things from on tour?
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i'm not that upset about it anymore. at least i have another medal to chew on in my photos. i was really disappointed more in myself. it's like, you do all these things to try to reach the top, and it seems like on the global ice.. i seem to crack. and then when you have a bajillion people telling you that you should've done better, you just start to crumble.. it goes with the being a star thing i guess
but now i'm back home with my mom and my dogs.. the soon-to-be ex-hubby gave me a call when i landed and we had dinner at home.. we're being nice to eachother, he told me all about how everyone was rooting for cupcake and i back home.. how he wanted to go to Italy, but instead kept mom company and helped take her to appointments and such.. it was nice to have someone to talk to.. i realized that i'll probably never stop being friends with him.. i've known him for too long..
so now i'm back on the ice, preparing for the tour that's starting in like two months.. hopefully Shells 'N Cheese will be up to coming with us.. it's bad enough i didn't have anyone to toss water balloons with in Italy.. who do i get to hide things from on tour?
I.