Realizations & Recollections
Lately I've been thinking about my grandma a lot... i think it's that one song the movie "The Notebook". We have watched it like probably 4 times in the past week. When i heard the song in the movie i thought about her right away. I miss her. The song was sung by Billie Holiday. I called my mom randomly and asked her if Grandma liked Billie Holiday... she said didnt know but would be interested to hear the song. And then she said to me "You know Erin, you're not the only one who misses her" And i just cried... like i am right now.
Everyone reading this who has grandparents... you have no idea how lucky you are. I was born with my 2 grandfathers dead and my one grandmother wants nothing to do with me and probably doesnt even know my first name. All i had was my Grandma Reason. She was amazing... when i was young i thought she was my hero. She knew everything and always knew what to do and say.
Dont take advantage of your grandparents.
This past weekend was definately not the best weekend ever. Friday night was just stupid. We went all the way to PITT and the house wasnt letting people in. So we found a cab and went to the south side only to come to the conclusion that we didnt want to go to SAE... thankfully we ended up at Shay & Andy's house. They are great guys. Always a good time at their house. Saturday night... well the story is def not making it onto here. I'll just say that but I'm pretty sure i got drugged at a party. I am perfectly fine now and nothing happened but it was just some scary shit. Ironically enough... i skipped the mandatory program entitled "What's in your drink?" just this past week.
I'm really trying not to let my mom find out... she will flip out about it. Like make me come home or something I dunno. I was on the phone with her today and she says to me "Is there something you arent telling me? because it just sounds that way." Thankfully i was avoiding telling her i got a haircut... that was my cop-out but she still wasnt convinced. Mom's are so smart.
Tyler excluded because he has visited me twice... and my friends from home might be pissed by this but damnit i miss them and it just needs to be said. It bothers me that they refuse to come visit me because my school is "SO FAR AWAY" I have visited quite a few of my friends. I drove 4.5 hours to see Mike. I drove 2 hours to see Tyler and 6.5 hours to see Jamie. It really frustrates me. I know they love me and miss me but it's just frustrating... i mean come on... Amy went to GEORGIA to see Rachel... and my friends wont drive to the neighboring state to see their best friend? However I am so thankful Tyler is kind of close. I dont know what i would do without him. He keeps me sane.
So the english paper on poetry came out better than i thought it would... at least in my opinion. We'll see later on when i get the grade back. Haha
Senate Elections on Wednesday... i dont want to lose my seat... :( go vote kids
Philosophy Midterm on Wednesday
Dukes Basketball game in the President's box on Wednesday
and I'm working on wednesday
busy,busy... now time for sleep
P.S. If it werent for his crazy almost unbelievable stories... i dont think i would ever wake up for Philosophy every Mon, Wed, Fri... haha
Everyone reading this who has grandparents... you have no idea how lucky you are. I was born with my 2 grandfathers dead and my one grandmother wants nothing to do with me and probably doesnt even know my first name. All i had was my Grandma Reason. She was amazing... when i was young i thought she was my hero. She knew everything and always knew what to do and say.
Dont take advantage of your grandparents.
This past weekend was definately not the best weekend ever. Friday night was just stupid. We went all the way to PITT and the house wasnt letting people in. So we found a cab and went to the south side only to come to the conclusion that we didnt want to go to SAE... thankfully we ended up at Shay & Andy's house. They are great guys. Always a good time at their house. Saturday night... well the story is def not making it onto here. I'll just say that but I'm pretty sure i got drugged at a party. I am perfectly fine now and nothing happened but it was just some scary shit. Ironically enough... i skipped the mandatory program entitled "What's in your drink?" just this past week.
I'm really trying not to let my mom find out... she will flip out about it. Like make me come home or something I dunno. I was on the phone with her today and she says to me "Is there something you arent telling me? because it just sounds that way." Thankfully i was avoiding telling her i got a haircut... that was my cop-out but she still wasnt convinced. Mom's are so smart.
Tyler excluded because he has visited me twice... and my friends from home might be pissed by this but damnit i miss them and it just needs to be said. It bothers me that they refuse to come visit me because my school is "SO FAR AWAY" I have visited quite a few of my friends. I drove 4.5 hours to see Mike. I drove 2 hours to see Tyler and 6.5 hours to see Jamie. It really frustrates me. I know they love me and miss me but it's just frustrating... i mean come on... Amy went to GEORGIA to see Rachel... and my friends wont drive to the neighboring state to see their best friend? However I am so thankful Tyler is kind of close. I dont know what i would do without him. He keeps me sane.
So the english paper on poetry came out better than i thought it would... at least in my opinion. We'll see later on when i get the grade back. Haha
Senate Elections on Wednesday... i dont want to lose my seat... :( go vote kids
Philosophy Midterm on Wednesday
Dukes Basketball game in the President's box on Wednesday
and I'm working on wednesday
busy,busy... now time for sleep
P.S. If it werent for his crazy almost unbelievable stories... i dont think i would ever wake up for Philosophy every Mon, Wed, Fri... haha