Last post, last song. Maybe someday. Enjoy. I didnt.
(lyrics will only be available here DeepOceanVastSea look for the link in grey near the top of the page that says LYRICS or look directly under the huge red and black DOVS logo photo for the link that says GO TO THE ARTIST'S WEBSITE)
Ive just arrived at the crossroads
Theres a noose hanging on the street sign
Which way do i go, do i choose
Forward, back left, right
Up or down either way it looks like this is a game
Im bound to lose
East west north south its all the same
Maybe i'll choose to hang
Whats to fight for?
Where do I move on to?
All i can see are clouds in every direction
Id rather stand still than move
Beg and plead
What do i get?
Cut and bleed
On the carpet and leave them a stain they will never ever
Forget
So its this hard to just let go?
I thought id found an oasis thought id survive
But i dont think i can stick around
Right, wrong wrong, right
On the ground either way the water's run dry
Ive no salvation now
Whats to give up on?
Tell me what do i do?
All i can see is the beating desert sun
Im frozen but im burnt too
Beg and plead
What do i get?
Cut and bleed
On the carpet and leave them a stain they will never ever
Forget
Just yesterday i tried to save a life
With my words they replaced the cut of the knife
So why am i sitting here with new scars and tears?
I should be free
But instead i beg and plead
I cut and i bleed
So what if everything is red
At least they'll know the reasons why
All my blood was shed
Wont they understand?
Beg and plead
What do i get?
Cut and bleed
On the carpet and leave them a stain they will never ever
Forget
Dont forget me
If im gone tomorrow
Or next week or next year just forget your sorrow
I'll be leaving on one red carpet or another
Thats all you need to know
...... I love you LJ friends. You've done more good for me than you could ever possibly comprehend. Thank you. If you want to make me really, REALLY happy, you can put DeepOceanVastSea under your INTERESTS list here on livejournal. I saw a couple of you do that and it felt awesome!! You can continue to visit my website if you'd like. Here is the link .... DeepOceanVastSea. I will put a section up just for my lyrics but as for the music, i stress again, the work on the site is 20% or less of my capabilites; nothing of serious content. However, if i can find the strength, i will make music that hopefully some of you can feel what i am going through just by listening. That's all i want. That is all that i am, and now that i was approved for the loan for my home studio, i will do my best not to let you down with the sound. This has nothing to do with my opinion of livejournal. Its about my career. Its about my mental state. They are headed in different directions. Im sorry for such a melodramatic exit. Everyone i added to my friends list meant something to me. You know where to reach me. Ciao.
Ive just arrived at the crossroads
Theres a noose hanging on the street sign
Which way do i go, do i choose
Forward, back left, right
Up or down either way it looks like this is a game
Im bound to lose
East west north south its all the same
Maybe i'll choose to hang
Whats to fight for?
Where do I move on to?
All i can see are clouds in every direction
Id rather stand still than move
Beg and plead
What do i get?
Cut and bleed
On the carpet and leave them a stain they will never ever
Forget
So its this hard to just let go?
I thought id found an oasis thought id survive
But i dont think i can stick around
Right, wrong wrong, right
On the ground either way the water's run dry
Ive no salvation now
Whats to give up on?
Tell me what do i do?
All i can see is the beating desert sun
Im frozen but im burnt too
Beg and plead
What do i get?
Cut and bleed
On the carpet and leave them a stain they will never ever
Forget
Just yesterday i tried to save a life
With my words they replaced the cut of the knife
So why am i sitting here with new scars and tears?
I should be free
But instead i beg and plead
I cut and i bleed
So what if everything is red
At least they'll know the reasons why
All my blood was shed
Wont they understand?
Beg and plead
What do i get?
Cut and bleed
On the carpet and leave them a stain they will never ever
Forget
Dont forget me
If im gone tomorrow
Or next week or next year just forget your sorrow
I'll be leaving on one red carpet or another
Thats all you need to know
...... I love you LJ friends. You've done more good for me than you could ever possibly comprehend. Thank you. If you want to make me really, REALLY happy, you can put DeepOceanVastSea under your INTERESTS list here on livejournal. I saw a couple of you do that and it felt awesome!! You can continue to visit my website if you'd like. Here is the link .... DeepOceanVastSea. I will put a section up just for my lyrics but as for the music, i stress again, the work on the site is 20% or less of my capabilites; nothing of serious content. However, if i can find the strength, i will make music that hopefully some of you can feel what i am going through just by listening. That's all i want. That is all that i am, and now that i was approved for the loan for my home studio, i will do my best not to let you down with the sound. This has nothing to do with my opinion of livejournal. Its about my career. Its about my mental state. They are headed in different directions. Im sorry for such a melodramatic exit. Everyone i added to my friends list meant something to me. You know where to reach me. Ciao.