Dec 06, 2002 15:21
Fame may mask the habit
But in vain
It casts a shadow
And when you want it gone
It wont go away It just stays
It follows
It lets you have it then it takes itself
Away
All the idiosyncrises aside
We know who we are and what we are getting into
I dont think of myself as too bright
Otherwise i wouldnt have made the decision i didnt have to
To get by
Now i get by and i get high and i may die
And i certainly dont know why
Its come to this
The end result apocalyptic
Let me go let me seep into the cracks
Where i belong
You dont care no one does anymore
If i do myself right or if i do it all wrong
I know i dont and i never will
All i care about is caring until theres nothing left to care for
Dries me out
And keeps me coming back
Coming back for more
Money may cover the grounds
But all for naught
Its like a shadow
Thats been cast deliberately upon
The peace of mind i sought
Its hollowed
Its like a honey trap and once youve tasted
Youre caught
All the discrepancies aside
We know what we've done and what we want to do
I dont think of myself as very wise
Otherwise id be out searching the world for the truth
I ask why
Am i so preoccupied with wanting to fly
And i just cant figure out why
Its come to this
The path of self destructiveness
Let me go let me fall into the holes
Where i came from
You dont care no one does anymore
If i stay in one piece or completely come undone
I know i am and i always will
All i care for all i live for is synthetic, artificial, and rotten
To the core
As you can see i keep coming back
Coming back for more
Who wants who wants to die from climbing too high?
Who wants to know who wants to go to where i call
Home?
Who wants who wants to see through plastic eyes?
Who wants to know who wants to go where i spend most of
My time?
Let me go back into the holes where i came from
And dig them a little deeper just for fun
The art and science you must admire my
Self destruction