The World is a Crazy Bitch...I feel ok about this
Ever feel like certain events in your life completely unrelated to you are all culminating into convincing you that you never need to leave your house/bed again?
Check.
So, I mean...obviously I've been leaving my house...I guess more recently since I'm getting over being sick, but the things I have been seeing/noticing about the world (possibly as a result of being an introspective shut-in) are simply terrifying. Catch 22. I still dont understand what that means...though I'm fairly certain it's really obvious. Obvious like Kara's really smart friend asking if L.A. is by the ocean last night. Obvious like that. But what does it mean? Catch 22. Its stupid. Thats what it means. But I thought it was appropriate. Even though I have no idea what the fuck it's deal is.
I think someone got murdered or severely maimed by a weapon in the general vicinity of my block last night. I woke up in the middle of the night to a short and terrifying strangled scream. See what I mean? Obviously. Murder. So...that was exciting.
I am frusturated with my bitchy side that comes out in the Spring so intensely that its electric. Although, I guess I still have some compassion...though its very sparse and generally I think that its ok but somehow care underneath my tough skin possibly what someone might think? Whatever dudes.
There is so much I want to write about everyday everytime I look up and there just isnt enough time. Perhaps I should make time. I really really wish someone would pay my ass to write instead of look at ################## all day.
Check.
So, I mean...obviously I've been leaving my house...I guess more recently since I'm getting over being sick, but the things I have been seeing/noticing about the world (possibly as a result of being an introspective shut-in) are simply terrifying. Catch 22. I still dont understand what that means...though I'm fairly certain it's really obvious. Obvious like Kara's really smart friend asking if L.A. is by the ocean last night. Obvious like that. But what does it mean? Catch 22. Its stupid. Thats what it means. But I thought it was appropriate. Even though I have no idea what the fuck it's deal is.
I think someone got murdered or severely maimed by a weapon in the general vicinity of my block last night. I woke up in the middle of the night to a short and terrifying strangled scream. See what I mean? Obviously. Murder. So...that was exciting.
I am frusturated with my bitchy side that comes out in the Spring so intensely that its electric. Although, I guess I still have some compassion...though its very sparse and generally I think that its ok but somehow care underneath my tough skin possibly what someone might think? Whatever dudes.
There is so much I want to write about everyday everytime I look up and there just isnt enough time. Perhaps I should make time. I really really wish someone would pay my ass to write instead of look at ################## all day.