Oct 13, 2005 10:46
its interesting for me to think about where I want to be in a few years...or the not so distant future. I know that school is my number one priority, knowledge is power, and then after school it is to maintain a good job until I am done with college, but then what? Then I started thinking about what the people around me goals' were...and I dont know. I dont really see any of them striving to achieve the same things that i am. Noone really seems to care about school, all they care about is getting high. So its somewhat disappointing not to share that same passion with someone...but then again I think and I wonder if I even want to share. For a while there i was all about my friends, always out and about looking for the next good time. But now things are different. I would rather stay in and work on my homework, or stay at work late and make some money rather than cruising over to a friends house and just chillin. I guess i could say that Im chilled out... like over the chill factor, dont get me wrong, everyone needs some good chill time every once in a while. but as of now im out.
I used to think that it was impossible to be happy when I was alone. thats just because I was unhappy with myself. I guess it was kyle that taught me that it is impossible to make someone happy if they are unhappy with themselves.
Im 20
i think its time to grow the fuck up.