tired, freakin tired
hi howdy hey there. wow, i must say it's wierd to write again, been a while. mostly because i came to realize how wierd it was to have people reading it. but hey, oh well...
so much going on now, gwen's creaping up quickly on two, which means she's gonna have shots soon, and i better get some insurance or something set pretty quick so we don't get a huge freakin bill from the doc... already owe over $300. man do i have our system, can't seem to even get ahold of mainecare people to apply, and can't find anyone to answer john whether open enrollment has passed or not... blah... no fun. she's talkin a lot now, starting to put two words together sometimes, it's really cool. today she said more noodles! yay gwenny. and chocolate is one of her favorite words...
what else. still miss louis, now i miss gargy too. i can't believe my mom spread her ashes alone, not even a mention to anyone that she was going to do it, and she thinks she did the right thing. grr. still no headstone for louis either. doubt she'll ever do that. and it still really pisses me off.
looking for a good cheap house, under 130k... anyone got one? anywhere near a waldorf school would be awesome. worth a try... sigh. while we're at it how about tuition for gwen's waldorf education, or maybe just baby sit gwen for an hour and a half so i can get my darn massage... i've had the gift certificate since my birthday.
ok i'm venting now, but i havn't seen john since last saturday for more than a few minutes as he's getting in and i'm already asleep or when he's waking up to leave, so i've not had him to vent to... or his help all week... i miss him, so does gwen.
aw all the kitties are in the room with me, gotte give them some love, nighty night if anyone still reads this thingy.
so much going on now, gwen's creaping up quickly on two, which means she's gonna have shots soon, and i better get some insurance or something set pretty quick so we don't get a huge freakin bill from the doc... already owe over $300. man do i have our system, can't seem to even get ahold of mainecare people to apply, and can't find anyone to answer john whether open enrollment has passed or not... blah... no fun. she's talkin a lot now, starting to put two words together sometimes, it's really cool. today she said more noodles! yay gwenny. and chocolate is one of her favorite words...
what else. still miss louis, now i miss gargy too. i can't believe my mom spread her ashes alone, not even a mention to anyone that she was going to do it, and she thinks she did the right thing. grr. still no headstone for louis either. doubt she'll ever do that. and it still really pisses me off.
looking for a good cheap house, under 130k... anyone got one? anywhere near a waldorf school would be awesome. worth a try... sigh. while we're at it how about tuition for gwen's waldorf education, or maybe just baby sit gwen for an hour and a half so i can get my darn massage... i've had the gift certificate since my birthday.
ok i'm venting now, but i havn't seen john since last saturday for more than a few minutes as he's getting in and i'm already asleep or when he's waking up to leave, so i've not had him to vent to... or his help all week... i miss him, so does gwen.
aw all the kitties are in the room with me, gotte give them some love, nighty night if anyone still reads this thingy.