Thank God!
This season of volleyball was the best yet worst experience that I have ever had on a team of such awesome people. Last nite was our last game at Buena and we won the first but like the whole season we werent able to finish what we had begun. Bowers cussed and yealled at us not giving us any type of hope like he always does but other than that I got to start and actually stay in the whole time. TJ was kinda pissed cus it was her last senior game and she didnt get to start but oh well she got to feel one nite like I had to feel for the whole season. I wish that I whould have said something to Bowers sooner about him being a pussy and making me feel like I wasnt a part of the team cus then I think that I would have played eevn more. But yeah I had TONS of fun wit all my gurls and I hope that next year they kick ass. And to my lil Elyse "B" you are the best captain! And one of the sweetest girls on that team I hope that next year the new girls on the varsity team give you as much as u have given each individual senior this year.
Tonite my lil Goober and the Lancers play against Tucson I hope that we win cus I am tired of seeing Salpointe go to state. Luci got back from her Kairos trip I hope she found the true inner strength that she needs to get through the rest of this year cus if all this drama is happenin this early than I hate to see whats gonna happen in a couple of months.
Oh and Ryan got a full ride to the U god how I wish that I were in his shoes! He also got a full ride to Oregon but he doesnt wanna go. I keep tellin him that we are goin to be dorm buddies next year he just laughs and says that he cant wait but we will have to explain to Nura- logical that we are just friends. I dont even know if they have co-ed dorms prolly not. But I did tell Melissa that I would move in wit her and thats pretty much what I think is going to happen. We are supposed to go look into them this weekend. I just hope that it doesnt ruin our friendship cus were close but I dunno if I could live wit the gurl. LOL
But yeah I had some deep relishing thoughts that I wanted to talk about but I dunno how to express them with all that comes into play once you air out your "dirty laundry." I felt that I started to scrape the surface with Ben and Luci after my birthday dinner at Luci's house but there is still so much that I have to say ion certain issues. For instance, Goober, we are alike in so many ways I feel that you are my breathe of fresh air I dont think that i would be able to deal wit as much shit if it werent for the reality that you smack into me when we have our talks. I know that you are having a hard time deciding what you wnat to do with your life and I know the fear that l;ies within that unknown spectrum but if your life takes you in the path that you are as a person than you are going to be so accomplished down the road.
but i do have to go cus i think the bell is goin to ring i will divulge more later.
Tonite my lil Goober and the Lancers play against Tucson I hope that we win cus I am tired of seeing Salpointe go to state. Luci got back from her Kairos trip I hope she found the true inner strength that she needs to get through the rest of this year cus if all this drama is happenin this early than I hate to see whats gonna happen in a couple of months.
Oh and Ryan got a full ride to the U god how I wish that I were in his shoes! He also got a full ride to Oregon but he doesnt wanna go. I keep tellin him that we are goin to be dorm buddies next year he just laughs and says that he cant wait but we will have to explain to Nura- logical that we are just friends. I dont even know if they have co-ed dorms prolly not. But I did tell Melissa that I would move in wit her and thats pretty much what I think is going to happen. We are supposed to go look into them this weekend. I just hope that it doesnt ruin our friendship cus were close but I dunno if I could live wit the gurl. LOL
But yeah I had some deep relishing thoughts that I wanted to talk about but I dunno how to express them with all that comes into play once you air out your "dirty laundry." I felt that I started to scrape the surface with Ben and Luci after my birthday dinner at Luci's house but there is still so much that I have to say ion certain issues. For instance, Goober, we are alike in so many ways I feel that you are my breathe of fresh air I dont think that i would be able to deal wit as much shit if it werent for the reality that you smack into me when we have our talks. I know that you are having a hard time deciding what you wnat to do with your life and I know the fear that l;ies within that unknown spectrum but if your life takes you in the path that you are as a person than you are going to be so accomplished down the road.
but i do have to go cus i think the bell is goin to ring i will divulge more later.