Between London and Cologne; I am here for you always! (2/12)
Title: Between London and Cologne; I am here for you always! (2/12)
Author: irhotshit
Pairing: Emma Muller & Jennifer Hartmann (Hand aufs Herz)
Rating: M (language)
Summary: Jenny has to go to London for her Parent’s funeral she invites Emma what could go wrong?
Word Count: 1,963
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Author’s Note: k so I just let my fingers type again .. really I have no control over what's being typed :P anyways thanks again to my lovely Beta hollie_1201 Comments are always lovely so leave them :D
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Jenny was sitting on the computer chair as Emma was stuck in between her two sister’s sitting on her bed; things couldn’t have been any more awkward then this moment right here, right now. No one was saying a thing; everyone was glaring at each other. Emma was giving Jenny the ‘apologetic’ eyes, Jenny returning the ‘it’s alright babe’ eyes. This silence went on for a few more minutes until Emma finally looked at Lisa and Tracey and spoke.
“Well, what the hell do you want? We have been sitting here for five minutes and you haven’t said a bloody well thing. Please tell me what it is you want or kindly get out!”
Lisa looked at Tracey, Tracey looked at Lisa and they busted out in laughter for no apparent reason but for their stupid inside jokes that make no sense to Emma, “Ugh they are so childish. Sometimes I wonder how the hell they are older than me,” Emma said to herself rolling her eyes and somehow Jenny knew exactly what she was thinking as she giggled to herself. This made Lisa and Tracey glare right at her and finally speak.
“So Penny is it?”
“Jenny!” Emma blurted out in frustration.
“Oh, Jenny! Sorry, my bad, you look like a Penny.”
“What the hell! How does she look like a Penny? How can you look like a name? You’re a bloody idiot sometimes Lisa.”
Emma had gone too far and Lisa smacked her across the head causing Jenny to jump straight out of her chair.
“Touch her again and you will not hear the end of it,” Jenny said calmly but threateningly.
“Oh and what are you going to do about it? Hit me with your purse? You look like a brunette Barbie doll; why are you even hanging out with this midget? She’s a loser and hangs out with people like Hotte that Geeky awkward boy. Unfortunately he couldn’t bear to be around her anymore he moved away and now who has she got absolutely no o..”
“She has me!” Jenny glared at them causing Emma to smile which made Tracey glare straight at her. Emma didn’t give a shit about her sister’s comment or glares she just sat there smiling like an idiot because the woman of her dreams was defending her honour; she completely fell head over heels in love with her all over again.
“She has you? Like as in a Girlfriend?”
“Yes, girlfriend”
“Hahaha so midget; you’re a Lesbian. I knew it but hey the way you dress was a total give away, you finally came out, but I still don’t get why this gorgeous looking girl is dating a dweeb like you.”
“Do you really want to know why I love her?”
“Yes we do,” Her sister’s replied in unison which always freaked Emma out.
“Well how long do you have?” Jenny said mockingly.
“As long as you want” Lisa glared back.
“Fine, well then; get comfortable. This may take so much of your little time. I don’t want you groaning half way through about how bored you are because you asked for it,” Jenny smiled at Emma causing her to giggle. Lisa and Tracey just rolled their eyes and nodded for her to hurry up and begin.
“Alright, I love Emma because she is beautiful inside and out and I hate that she doesn’t believe me. She’s amazing and fun to be around. Every time I see her my heart skips a beat and I feel like I can’t breathe. I have to tell myself ‘Jennifer breathe; it’s ok, she’s your girlfriend; it’s the truth, she’s yours; always and forever’ and that makes me smile every time. People stare at me weirdly because I am smiling like an idiot because the girl I love is right across the room oblivious to me standing there; watching her. She is the only person I notice in room full of people. She makes everyone else seem invisible while she’s the only one standing there looking as adorable as ever; looking into my eyes, into my soul, into my heart and that makes me melt every single time,” Lisa and Tracey started rolling their eyes; making puking sounds while pointing their index finger towards their open mouths. ‘Do they realise how bloody ridiculous they look,’ Emma thought. Jenny stopped as she saw them and glared at both of them for a minute before adding.
“Bored already? I was just getting started there’s loads more where that came from,”
“Oh no we’re fine, this is an awesome funny joke you’re pulling on us. We can’t wait to hear more; please continue. Hey Midget your ‘Girlfriend’,” Tracey said putting her fingers in the air doing the comma sign with them, “is truly amazing how much did you pay her?”
“I didn’t pa..”
“What! She didn’t pay me, you rude, stupid bitch. What the hell is wrong with you two? Do you hate your sister that much that you have to think she paid someone to like her? Well guess what? I had to practically beg her to notice me. She didn’t like me to begin with. She thought it was awkward and un- normal for a girl to be interested in another girl and in particular she believed that someone like me would never be interested in someone like her. From the very first moment I saw her I had this instant attraction, I didn’t know how to tell her; at first I kept on forgetting her name. I had played mind games with her and she played mind games with me. After a while I confessed my love to her and she still didn’t believe me. Finally after a while she believed me and finally accepted it, declaring her love in the cutest and most adorable way ever; it couldn’t have made me any happier. She is my world, She puts the light into my life when its dull and I will always I repeat always love her no matter what happens, no one can break us apart especially not you two little fucking turds got it?”
Lisa and Tracey couldn’t speak; they were just sitting there; jaws on the floor, completely speechless. Emma looked at both of them then looked at Jenny, her ears turning red, a smile creeping upon her face. She looked down towards her feet and started swinging her legs. She was completely nervous like the first time she meet jenny, the first time she confessed her love, the first time she held her hand in public, the first time she asked Jenny if she wanted to take the next step in their relationship. It all came back in that one single moment and she couldn’t help it. She didn’t want to feel this way anymore; she wanted to believe she was beyond all this nervousness towards Jenny. She wanted to be over everything as she had practically been through everything with Jenny, but this, this was different; a completely different kind of nervousness as it rushed to her head.
Emma knew Jenny would defend her. The way she had actually gone about it swept her off her feet; she didn’t believe it was possible because for one: she was sitting down; it was completely weird. Two; she thought she knew all that before. Hearing Jenny say all those things had given her Goosebumps; the good kind, she felt like she couldn’t breathe, her heart was beating so fast that she became light headed which made her even more nervous. She started shaking her head to stop the feeling as she looked back up at her sisters. They were still in the same position as before; she stuttered the words out of her mouth.
“We...” Emma cleared her throat, “Well if you have nothing else to say will you kindly piss off, you heard everything and now you know Jenny loves me and I love her; completely and forever.”
Lisa and Tracey both were shaking their heads and once again they started to laugh and look at each other and finally Lisa spoke.
“No really, how much did you pay her? All your life savings from that stupid little job at Saal 1?”
“That’s it!” Jenny had, had enough she got up walked over to Lisa, grabbing her by the shirt.
“Listen here you little fucking bitch. I have had just about enough of you and your fucking smart aleck comments. Let me say this slowly for your stupid little brain to comprehend: Emma. Did. Not. Pay. Me. One. Single. Thing. This thing we have here between us is real. It is probably more real than any relationship you have ever been in. No make that any relationship you have even dreamt about being in. You are just being a little jealous cow. Now I would advise you to shut the fuck up and leave her alone, I warned you and I will not say it again. Got it?”
Emma stood up grabbing a hold of Jenny’s hands as she dragged her away from Lisa before she did something she regretted. Jenny who was being dragged away just glared straight at Lisa not blinking; Lisa could see she was not lying.
“What the hell is wrong with you? You just bloody come and attack me out of nowhere you fucking psycho bitch, nice pick Ems, you picked a bloody mental case,” Lisa said aggravated.
“oh yeah, she’s a lot better than your previous tool of a boyfriend who cheated on you what four times and you still forgave him. Grow up Lisa and stop acting like a child. I am glad to be leaving here for a while to get away from both you and your childish games.”
“Wait, where are you going? Do mum and dad know?”
“Of course they bloody well know but I told them not to tell you because I knew you would react this way. It’s none of your business where I am going so just back off, now get out of my bloody room!” She walked over to them grabbing their arms as she dragged them towards the door.
“Don’t let the door hit you on the way out!” Jenny glared to them.
Emma giggled to herself as she slammed the door behind them. She took a deep breath in and let it out. Jenny could hear the frustration orbing out from her. She walked over and gave her girlfriend a hug from behind which surprisingly calmed Emma down completely. Emma turned around meeting two adoring blue eyes. She couldn’t look away. She stared into them for what seemed like forever; Jenny slowly moved closer and closer towards her finally kissing her beautiful soft lips. They parted and Emma let out a sigh, which got Jenny a little worried.
“Emma, what’s wrong?”
“Nothing.”
“Emma, please; there is obviously something wrong, come here,” she guided her girlfriend towards the bed and they sat down.
“I don’t know how…” Emma stopped what she was saying, lost for words.
“Don’t know how; what?”
“I don’t know how to deal being here without you even if it’s only for a few days, it’s just too stressful and hearing your voice always seems to relax me. Calling you would be costly so I don’t want to ring you just to hear your voice every five seconds; that would make me a little crazy but hey I am crazy. Crazy for you that is.”
Jenny smiled and kissed her girlfriends forehead.
“I know what you mean beautiful, just remember I love you and I have faith in you being strong enough that in a few days we will once again see each other.”
Somehow that had relaxed Emma as she fell into Jenny’s arms.
TBC
Author: irhotshit
Pairing: Emma Muller & Jennifer Hartmann (Hand aufs Herz)
Rating: M (language)
Summary: Jenny has to go to London for her Parent’s funeral she invites Emma what could go wrong?
Word Count: 1,963
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Author’s Note: k so I just let my fingers type again .. really I have no control over what's being typed :P anyways thanks again to my lovely Beta hollie_1201 Comments are always lovely so leave them :D
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Jenny was sitting on the computer chair as Emma was stuck in between her two sister’s sitting on her bed; things couldn’t have been any more awkward then this moment right here, right now. No one was saying a thing; everyone was glaring at each other. Emma was giving Jenny the ‘apologetic’ eyes, Jenny returning the ‘it’s alright babe’ eyes. This silence went on for a few more minutes until Emma finally looked at Lisa and Tracey and spoke.
“Well, what the hell do you want? We have been sitting here for five minutes and you haven’t said a bloody well thing. Please tell me what it is you want or kindly get out!”
Lisa looked at Tracey, Tracey looked at Lisa and they busted out in laughter for no apparent reason but for their stupid inside jokes that make no sense to Emma, “Ugh they are so childish. Sometimes I wonder how the hell they are older than me,” Emma said to herself rolling her eyes and somehow Jenny knew exactly what she was thinking as she giggled to herself. This made Lisa and Tracey glare right at her and finally speak.
“So Penny is it?”
“Jenny!” Emma blurted out in frustration.
“Oh, Jenny! Sorry, my bad, you look like a Penny.”
“What the hell! How does she look like a Penny? How can you look like a name? You’re a bloody idiot sometimes Lisa.”
Emma had gone too far and Lisa smacked her across the head causing Jenny to jump straight out of her chair.
“Touch her again and you will not hear the end of it,” Jenny said calmly but threateningly.
“Oh and what are you going to do about it? Hit me with your purse? You look like a brunette Barbie doll; why are you even hanging out with this midget? She’s a loser and hangs out with people like Hotte that Geeky awkward boy. Unfortunately he couldn’t bear to be around her anymore he moved away and now who has she got absolutely no o..”
“She has me!” Jenny glared at them causing Emma to smile which made Tracey glare straight at her. Emma didn’t give a shit about her sister’s comment or glares she just sat there smiling like an idiot because the woman of her dreams was defending her honour; she completely fell head over heels in love with her all over again.
“She has you? Like as in a Girlfriend?”
“Yes, girlfriend”
“Hahaha so midget; you’re a Lesbian. I knew it but hey the way you dress was a total give away, you finally came out, but I still don’t get why this gorgeous looking girl is dating a dweeb like you.”
“Do you really want to know why I love her?”
“Yes we do,” Her sister’s replied in unison which always freaked Emma out.
“Well how long do you have?” Jenny said mockingly.
“As long as you want” Lisa glared back.
“Fine, well then; get comfortable. This may take so much of your little time. I don’t want you groaning half way through about how bored you are because you asked for it,” Jenny smiled at Emma causing her to giggle. Lisa and Tracey just rolled their eyes and nodded for her to hurry up and begin.
“Alright, I love Emma because she is beautiful inside and out and I hate that she doesn’t believe me. She’s amazing and fun to be around. Every time I see her my heart skips a beat and I feel like I can’t breathe. I have to tell myself ‘Jennifer breathe; it’s ok, she’s your girlfriend; it’s the truth, she’s yours; always and forever’ and that makes me smile every time. People stare at me weirdly because I am smiling like an idiot because the girl I love is right across the room oblivious to me standing there; watching her. She is the only person I notice in room full of people. She makes everyone else seem invisible while she’s the only one standing there looking as adorable as ever; looking into my eyes, into my soul, into my heart and that makes me melt every single time,” Lisa and Tracey started rolling their eyes; making puking sounds while pointing their index finger towards their open mouths. ‘Do they realise how bloody ridiculous they look,’ Emma thought. Jenny stopped as she saw them and glared at both of them for a minute before adding.
“Bored already? I was just getting started there’s loads more where that came from,”
“Oh no we’re fine, this is an awesome funny joke you’re pulling on us. We can’t wait to hear more; please continue. Hey Midget your ‘Girlfriend’,” Tracey said putting her fingers in the air doing the comma sign with them, “is truly amazing how much did you pay her?”
“I didn’t pa..”
“What! She didn’t pay me, you rude, stupid bitch. What the hell is wrong with you two? Do you hate your sister that much that you have to think she paid someone to like her? Well guess what? I had to practically beg her to notice me. She didn’t like me to begin with. She thought it was awkward and un- normal for a girl to be interested in another girl and in particular she believed that someone like me would never be interested in someone like her. From the very first moment I saw her I had this instant attraction, I didn’t know how to tell her; at first I kept on forgetting her name. I had played mind games with her and she played mind games with me. After a while I confessed my love to her and she still didn’t believe me. Finally after a while she believed me and finally accepted it, declaring her love in the cutest and most adorable way ever; it couldn’t have made me any happier. She is my world, She puts the light into my life when its dull and I will always I repeat always love her no matter what happens, no one can break us apart especially not you two little fucking turds got it?”
Lisa and Tracey couldn’t speak; they were just sitting there; jaws on the floor, completely speechless. Emma looked at both of them then looked at Jenny, her ears turning red, a smile creeping upon her face. She looked down towards her feet and started swinging her legs. She was completely nervous like the first time she meet jenny, the first time she confessed her love, the first time she held her hand in public, the first time she asked Jenny if she wanted to take the next step in their relationship. It all came back in that one single moment and she couldn’t help it. She didn’t want to feel this way anymore; she wanted to believe she was beyond all this nervousness towards Jenny. She wanted to be over everything as she had practically been through everything with Jenny, but this, this was different; a completely different kind of nervousness as it rushed to her head.
Emma knew Jenny would defend her. The way she had actually gone about it swept her off her feet; she didn’t believe it was possible because for one: she was sitting down; it was completely weird. Two; she thought she knew all that before. Hearing Jenny say all those things had given her Goosebumps; the good kind, she felt like she couldn’t breathe, her heart was beating so fast that she became light headed which made her even more nervous. She started shaking her head to stop the feeling as she looked back up at her sisters. They were still in the same position as before; she stuttered the words out of her mouth.
“We...” Emma cleared her throat, “Well if you have nothing else to say will you kindly piss off, you heard everything and now you know Jenny loves me and I love her; completely and forever.”
Lisa and Tracey both were shaking their heads and once again they started to laugh and look at each other and finally Lisa spoke.
“No really, how much did you pay her? All your life savings from that stupid little job at Saal 1?”
“That’s it!” Jenny had, had enough she got up walked over to Lisa, grabbing her by the shirt.
“Listen here you little fucking bitch. I have had just about enough of you and your fucking smart aleck comments. Let me say this slowly for your stupid little brain to comprehend: Emma. Did. Not. Pay. Me. One. Single. Thing. This thing we have here between us is real. It is probably more real than any relationship you have ever been in. No make that any relationship you have even dreamt about being in. You are just being a little jealous cow. Now I would advise you to shut the fuck up and leave her alone, I warned you and I will not say it again. Got it?”
Emma stood up grabbing a hold of Jenny’s hands as she dragged her away from Lisa before she did something she regretted. Jenny who was being dragged away just glared straight at Lisa not blinking; Lisa could see she was not lying.
“What the hell is wrong with you? You just bloody come and attack me out of nowhere you fucking psycho bitch, nice pick Ems, you picked a bloody mental case,” Lisa said aggravated.
“oh yeah, she’s a lot better than your previous tool of a boyfriend who cheated on you what four times and you still forgave him. Grow up Lisa and stop acting like a child. I am glad to be leaving here for a while to get away from both you and your childish games.”
“Wait, where are you going? Do mum and dad know?”
“Of course they bloody well know but I told them not to tell you because I knew you would react this way. It’s none of your business where I am going so just back off, now get out of my bloody room!” She walked over to them grabbing their arms as she dragged them towards the door.
“Don’t let the door hit you on the way out!” Jenny glared to them.
Emma giggled to herself as she slammed the door behind them. She took a deep breath in and let it out. Jenny could hear the frustration orbing out from her. She walked over and gave her girlfriend a hug from behind which surprisingly calmed Emma down completely. Emma turned around meeting two adoring blue eyes. She couldn’t look away. She stared into them for what seemed like forever; Jenny slowly moved closer and closer towards her finally kissing her beautiful soft lips. They parted and Emma let out a sigh, which got Jenny a little worried.
“Emma, what’s wrong?”
“Nothing.”
“Emma, please; there is obviously something wrong, come here,” she guided her girlfriend towards the bed and they sat down.
“I don’t know how…” Emma stopped what she was saying, lost for words.
“Don’t know how; what?”
“I don’t know how to deal being here without you even if it’s only for a few days, it’s just too stressful and hearing your voice always seems to relax me. Calling you would be costly so I don’t want to ring you just to hear your voice every five seconds; that would make me a little crazy but hey I am crazy. Crazy for you that is.”
Jenny smiled and kissed her girlfriends forehead.
“I know what you mean beautiful, just remember I love you and I have faith in you being strong enough that in a few days we will once again see each other.”
Somehow that had relaxed Emma as she fell into Jenny’s arms.
TBC