Fanfic: I Know You'll Fly High in Your Life [4/7]
A/N: LJ doesn't like me, keeps posting the copied text in weird blocks and whatsoever TAT LJ cut doesn't work for me either, sorry....
First of all lemme stop you all from throwing stones at me... I'M SORRY KIBUMMIE *cries* I'll have to write some fluffy JongKey to make myself feel less guilty OTL
The song Key (and Jiho lol) are singing is Fly to the Sky's Warning ♫ The lyrics were perfect for this ~ and I plan to use more of FTTS songs, love them and their lyrics!
For those wondering, yes it's Woo Jiho (Block B's Zico!) as a cameo in this fic. I looked up what I could and even though he said him being SM trainee and even being almost part of SHINee are rumors... but he said, to cite him "For now, please don't believe those rumors. For now." o.o Uhm so I just made him training with 'em ~
I Know You'll Fly High in Your Life [4/7]
Time can flow extremely slow when you're in a stressful situation. And that Kibum definitely was. Being the confident quick-solving person, this was his first time not knowing what to do. He felt Jonghyun drifting away from him and couldn't find enough strenght to pull him back.
Sitting in the back of a room and watching the trainees sing was the troubled boy. Someone sat down by his side, interrupting his hateful thoughts towards Kim Jonghyun.
„Want a drink, bro?“
Kibum grabbed the offered can and quickly opened it. As he gulped down the ice cold water, something came onto his mind. „Hey Jiho, how about we have a duet later on? I've heard you rapping and you're pretty good.“
Jiho smirked. „Sure. I find you pretty good too.“
After hastily finishing drinking, Kibum abruptely stopped the music player. He cut off the singing trainees like this, resulting in them calling him names.
„Hey it's not your turn yet, Kibum-ah. You're gonna get scolded when instructor's back.“
„You shut up and listen,“ retorting to Jonghyun, he grabbed two mics and passed one to Jiho. The song slowly unfolded and the two of them started off with the chorus.
I'll never let you go, don't think that you can stray.
Good, Jonghyun was looking at him. Kibum stared him straight into the eyes and emphatized into the line he sang alone in between the chorus.
Don't think that you got it all.
When he saw his singing partner being completely absorbed into the song, Jiho only hesitantly continued to back him up.
I'll never let you go, don't think that you can stray. You're making a mistake.
At that point, Jonghyun knew where this was all going and he didn't like it at all. But he couldn't shout at Kibum nor could he run away. He didn't want to amuse everyone with any more quarrels between them. It was bad enough already; as if all the kids present perfectly knew all about them.
It's about time you got tired of it already.
Kibum shortened the distance between them. Jiho was just standing there, letting him have the song for himself already.
Unsureness, I can't lose you to the dangerous seduction. Quietly, listen to my heart now.
Jiho jumped back in upon the rapping part coming. Kibum though refused to stop singing out the words he meant to say something with. Both of them showed off their perfect English pronunciation.
What's it gonna be now, even though you played me you're the one that I need now. Why? I don't even know with the things you do to me, I should just let you go away!
The song finished and they all just stood there. Kibum was staring down Jonghyun with dangerously sharpened eyes, Jiho was glancing alternately at both of them. The world around them seemed to stop, even though the kids listening to their solo already went to mind their business.
„Kibum, I -“ Jonghyun paused, not being able to find a perfect sentence to solve this tension. „We should have a talk, somewhere without people.“
Kibum raised his head and put him in his place. „I'm done talking with you. There's nothing to talk about. Either you stop being a slut or we're finished.“
Jonghyun's eyes widened. „You don't mean that. And I don't get how can you call me a slut.“
Hearing that, Kibum artifically laughed. „Are you suggesting something, Kim Jonghyun?“
„Yeah, I am, Kim Kibum. Back then it was you flirting around with classmates. And those weren't even someone you could care about.“
„Then is he someone you care about? Someone you care about more then me?“ His words were sharp as knife, but down within Kibum was trembling.
„You already know I care about him. He's special to me.“ Jonghyun bit his lips as he remembered the kiss with that special someone. He felt guilty as hell, but he would never admit that. It wasn't that he meant to hurt the one he loved, he just wasn't sure about anything anymore. He needed time to think it over. And Kibum wasn't giving him that.
„Special,“ Kibum spat out that word in disgust. „Fine then, go to your Mr. Special. It's over between us.“ He turned back on him, not because he'd want to be rude, but because he had a hard time fighting back his tears.
„Fine,“ Jonghyun finished it with that one word. He would love to say more, he would love to fight for the one he's been with all this time. But those words just wouldn't come out. He hesitated. And he knew the reason for this hesitation too well.
Tears kept falling down his face as he emptied the bottle. He might have overdone it a bit, but at least that guilty feeling disappeared for a while. Alone in the café resort on the rooftop, Jonghyun was staring into the night sky. His vision was already blurry. He was drunk like a few days ago. This time however there was no Jinki to hold him all the way to bed. He wasn't there to stop the youngster from drinking too much. He wasn't there when Jonghyun fell down onto the cold concrete ground.
But Jinki wasstill there to notice his friend missing. Jonghyun not being in his room nor anywhere around made him worried. He heard about the quarrel from Jiho, who was after all in the same trainee group with them. At that moment Jinki could not unsee the fact he must be the reason of all this drama.
Not being able to find him anywhere around, he finally decided to go to the rooftop. On the way up, each step he climbed up made him feel more and more uneasy.
The younger boy lied there on his stomach. His body seemed so tiny like this. Jinki's heart skipped a beat. For a second he just freezed on the spot, his mind being blank. Then finally his feet ran towards the unconscious boy.
„Jonghyun-ah! Wake up!“ Shaking his body like crazy, he noticed a bunch of empty bottles around. Tears made their way down his chin. „How could you drink all this alone? Pabo.“
First thing he saw after opening his eyes was a dazzlingly white ceiling. Turning his head from left to right, he found out it's a hospital. And on the right there was a short haired boy, seated next to him and leaning towards the wall. While sleeping, Jinki was still holding onto Jonghyun's hand.
And at that moment Jonghyun's heart commanded him to squeeze back the warm hand protecting him and lean forward to kiss the sleeping beauty.
„Thank you for being here for me,“ he whispered as Jinki slowly opened his eyes and smiled.
„I'm just repaying you. You were the one who was there for me in the first place.“
Jonghyun mirrored his saviour's smile, his face still being as close as it could without the two of them actually touching. But his happiness suddenly came to a halt when he realized the occasion on which he was brought to the hospital.
„But I'm in a real trouble now, ain't I?“ Jonghyun paused to feel the anxiousness eating him up. „And being in this sort of trouble means... the end.“
„Oh come on, you won't die from this. Sure you are weak in handling alcohol, but it's not that terrible, trust me.“
Jonghyun raised an eyebrow while holding back laugh. It didn't make him forget the seriousness though. „I mean the end within the company. And probably whole entertainment area as well, I bet I'll have that in records for the rest of my life.“ He gulped down painfully and sighed.
„I don't think so. At least for the first part.“ Seeing Jonghyun's utterly surprised expression, Jinki continued: „When I called the ambulance, I told them an adress across the street and carried you there. No one in the entertainment knows.“
Jonghyun looked into the older one's half-closed eyes as he was smiling sincerely at him. Sudden warmness enclosed his heart, making it flutter in an indescribable gratitude.
„Oh but you do have one trouble to face. Your parents were called, so you'll probably hear some preaching. As for the record problem... although I'm not absolutely sceptical about breaking into police station and creating you a false one -“
Impolitely cutting the older one off in the middle and wrapping up hands around his shoulder was the patient. Jinki insecurely stroke the other one's back while resting his face on Jonghyun's shoulder. The two of them stayed like that for a while, saying nothing. Then it was Jonghyun who pulled away slightly, just for them to look into each other's eyes.
„Thank you.“
„Like I said, I'm just repaying you,“ Jinki objected, feeling somewhat embarassed.
„No way, this is already a new debt from my side.“
„What new debt, I was paying with interest. Did you count how many months passed?“
„If so then you haven't paid away all the interest yet.“
Jinki's eyebrows rose up in confusion. „Aren't you being a bit too greedy? What more do you want me to do?“
Jonghyun's eyes lightened up and a smirk played upon his lips. „Kiss me. Like back then.“
It was the first time they spoke about the incident Jinki felt guilty about so much. Even now, a moment of hesitation came before another uncontrollable desire to explore the younger boy's mouth with his tongue. „I shouldn't have done that. You have Kim Kibum and I shouldn't have-“
Yet again, his words got interrupted. „Look around. He's not here. You are.“ It was more then just suggesting they're okay to cheat on the poor boy just because he's not here. They both understood. It was Jonghyun who meant so much to the young and desperate Lee Jinki who thought about giving up. And it was Jinki who meant so much to Kim Jonghyun, who might have been fired from where he tried so hard to get into.
Both of them letting their passion run wild, their tongues clashed and separated again to breathe in the suddenly hot air around them. Jonghyun still having his hands tightly around the other boy's body, tracing down his back. He let Jinki softly kiss his neck and ear, until the older boy lifted his head and looked deep into his eyes.
„I'll always be here to catch you when you fall.“
P.S.
8'D
First of all lemme stop you all from throwing stones at me... I'M SORRY KIBUMMIE *cries* I'll have to write some fluffy JongKey to make myself feel less guilty OTL
The song Key (and Jiho lol) are singing is Fly to the Sky's Warning ♫ The lyrics were perfect for this ~ and I plan to use more of FTTS songs, love them and their lyrics!
For those wondering, yes it's Woo Jiho (Block B's Zico!) as a cameo in this fic. I looked up what I could and even though he said him being SM trainee and even being almost part of SHINee are rumors... but he said, to cite him "For now, please don't believe those rumors. For now." o.o Uhm so I just made him training with 'em ~
I Know You'll Fly High in Your Life [4/7]
- Title: I Know You'll Fly High in Your Life
- Fandom: SHINee
- Pairing: JongYu (Jonghyun/Onew), broken!JongKey (Jonghyun/Key)
- Genre: drama, pre-debut, romance
- Rating: PG-13
- Words: 1,780
Time can flow extremely slow when you're in a stressful situation. And that Kibum definitely was. Being the confident quick-solving person, this was his first time not knowing what to do. He felt Jonghyun drifting away from him and couldn't find enough strenght to pull him back.
Sitting in the back of a room and watching the trainees sing was the troubled boy. Someone sat down by his side, interrupting his hateful thoughts towards Kim Jonghyun.
„Want a drink, bro?“
Kibum grabbed the offered can and quickly opened it. As he gulped down the ice cold water, something came onto his mind. „Hey Jiho, how about we have a duet later on? I've heard you rapping and you're pretty good.“
Jiho smirked. „Sure. I find you pretty good too.“
After hastily finishing drinking, Kibum abruptely stopped the music player. He cut off the singing trainees like this, resulting in them calling him names.
„Hey it's not your turn yet, Kibum-ah. You're gonna get scolded when instructor's back.“
„You shut up and listen,“ retorting to Jonghyun, he grabbed two mics and passed one to Jiho. The song slowly unfolded and the two of them started off with the chorus.
I'll never let you go, don't think that you can stray.
Good, Jonghyun was looking at him. Kibum stared him straight into the eyes and emphatized into the line he sang alone in between the chorus.
Don't think that you got it all.
When he saw his singing partner being completely absorbed into the song, Jiho only hesitantly continued to back him up.
I'll never let you go, don't think that you can stray. You're making a mistake.
At that point, Jonghyun knew where this was all going and he didn't like it at all. But he couldn't shout at Kibum nor could he run away. He didn't want to amuse everyone with any more quarrels between them. It was bad enough already; as if all the kids present perfectly knew all about them.
It's about time you got tired of it already.
Kibum shortened the distance between them. Jiho was just standing there, letting him have the song for himself already.
Unsureness, I can't lose you to the dangerous seduction. Quietly, listen to my heart now.
Jiho jumped back in upon the rapping part coming. Kibum though refused to stop singing out the words he meant to say something with. Both of them showed off their perfect English pronunciation.
What's it gonna be now, even though you played me you're the one that I need now. Why? I don't even know with the things you do to me, I should just let you go away!
The song finished and they all just stood there. Kibum was staring down Jonghyun with dangerously sharpened eyes, Jiho was glancing alternately at both of them. The world around them seemed to stop, even though the kids listening to their solo already went to mind their business.
„Kibum, I -“ Jonghyun paused, not being able to find a perfect sentence to solve this tension. „We should have a talk, somewhere without people.“
Kibum raised his head and put him in his place. „I'm done talking with you. There's nothing to talk about. Either you stop being a slut or we're finished.“
Jonghyun's eyes widened. „You don't mean that. And I don't get how can you call me a slut.“
Hearing that, Kibum artifically laughed. „Are you suggesting something, Kim Jonghyun?“
„Yeah, I am, Kim Kibum. Back then it was you flirting around with classmates. And those weren't even someone you could care about.“
„Then is he someone you care about? Someone you care about more then me?“ His words were sharp as knife, but down within Kibum was trembling.
„You already know I care about him. He's special to me.“ Jonghyun bit his lips as he remembered the kiss with that special someone. He felt guilty as hell, but he would never admit that. It wasn't that he meant to hurt the one he loved, he just wasn't sure about anything anymore. He needed time to think it over. And Kibum wasn't giving him that.
„Special,“ Kibum spat out that word in disgust. „Fine then, go to your Mr. Special. It's over between us.“ He turned back on him, not because he'd want to be rude, but because he had a hard time fighting back his tears.
„Fine,“ Jonghyun finished it with that one word. He would love to say more, he would love to fight for the one he's been with all this time. But those words just wouldn't come out. He hesitated. And he knew the reason for this hesitation too well.
Tears kept falling down his face as he emptied the bottle. He might have overdone it a bit, but at least that guilty feeling disappeared for a while. Alone in the café resort on the rooftop, Jonghyun was staring into the night sky. His vision was already blurry. He was drunk like a few days ago. This time however there was no Jinki to hold him all the way to bed. He wasn't there to stop the youngster from drinking too much. He wasn't there when Jonghyun fell down onto the cold concrete ground.
But Jinki wasstill there to notice his friend missing. Jonghyun not being in his room nor anywhere around made him worried. He heard about the quarrel from Jiho, who was after all in the same trainee group with them. At that moment Jinki could not unsee the fact he must be the reason of all this drama.
Not being able to find him anywhere around, he finally decided to go to the rooftop. On the way up, each step he climbed up made him feel more and more uneasy.
The younger boy lied there on his stomach. His body seemed so tiny like this. Jinki's heart skipped a beat. For a second he just freezed on the spot, his mind being blank. Then finally his feet ran towards the unconscious boy.
„Jonghyun-ah! Wake up!“ Shaking his body like crazy, he noticed a bunch of empty bottles around. Tears made their way down his chin. „How could you drink all this alone? Pabo.“
First thing he saw after opening his eyes was a dazzlingly white ceiling. Turning his head from left to right, he found out it's a hospital. And on the right there was a short haired boy, seated next to him and leaning towards the wall. While sleeping, Jinki was still holding onto Jonghyun's hand.
And at that moment Jonghyun's heart commanded him to squeeze back the warm hand protecting him and lean forward to kiss the sleeping beauty.
„Thank you for being here for me,“ he whispered as Jinki slowly opened his eyes and smiled.
„I'm just repaying you. You were the one who was there for me in the first place.“
Jonghyun mirrored his saviour's smile, his face still being as close as it could without the two of them actually touching. But his happiness suddenly came to a halt when he realized the occasion on which he was brought to the hospital.
„But I'm in a real trouble now, ain't I?“ Jonghyun paused to feel the anxiousness eating him up. „And being in this sort of trouble means... the end.“
„Oh come on, you won't die from this. Sure you are weak in handling alcohol, but it's not that terrible, trust me.“
Jonghyun raised an eyebrow while holding back laugh. It didn't make him forget the seriousness though. „I mean the end within the company. And probably whole entertainment area as well, I bet I'll have that in records for the rest of my life.“ He gulped down painfully and sighed.
„I don't think so. At least for the first part.“ Seeing Jonghyun's utterly surprised expression, Jinki continued: „When I called the ambulance, I told them an adress across the street and carried you there. No one in the entertainment knows.“
Jonghyun looked into the older one's half-closed eyes as he was smiling sincerely at him. Sudden warmness enclosed his heart, making it flutter in an indescribable gratitude.
„Oh but you do have one trouble to face. Your parents were called, so you'll probably hear some preaching. As for the record problem... although I'm not absolutely sceptical about breaking into police station and creating you a false one -“
Impolitely cutting the older one off in the middle and wrapping up hands around his shoulder was the patient. Jinki insecurely stroke the other one's back while resting his face on Jonghyun's shoulder. The two of them stayed like that for a while, saying nothing. Then it was Jonghyun who pulled away slightly, just for them to look into each other's eyes.
„Thank you.“
„Like I said, I'm just repaying you,“ Jinki objected, feeling somewhat embarassed.
„No way, this is already a new debt from my side.“
„What new debt, I was paying with interest. Did you count how many months passed?“
„If so then you haven't paid away all the interest yet.“
Jinki's eyebrows rose up in confusion. „Aren't you being a bit too greedy? What more do you want me to do?“
Jonghyun's eyes lightened up and a smirk played upon his lips. „Kiss me. Like back then.“
It was the first time they spoke about the incident Jinki felt guilty about so much. Even now, a moment of hesitation came before another uncontrollable desire to explore the younger boy's mouth with his tongue. „I shouldn't have done that. You have Kim Kibum and I shouldn't have-“
Yet again, his words got interrupted. „Look around. He's not here. You are.“ It was more then just suggesting they're okay to cheat on the poor boy just because he's not here. They both understood. It was Jonghyun who meant so much to the young and desperate Lee Jinki who thought about giving up. And it was Jinki who meant so much to Kim Jonghyun, who might have been fired from where he tried so hard to get into.
Both of them letting their passion run wild, their tongues clashed and separated again to breathe in the suddenly hot air around them. Jonghyun still having his hands tightly around the other boy's body, tracing down his back. He let Jinki softly kiss his neck and ear, until the older boy lifted his head and looked deep into his eyes.
„I'll always be here to catch you when you fall.“
P.S.
8'D