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It really sucks when your boyfriend is basing him including you in New Years Eve based on who he is hanging out with and what party will be going on.. Not only did i say i will drive to him ( 2 hours away )(which i have been doing the past 3 1/2 months bcause he has not come out here to see me since he started working ) , but i will go where ever he wants AND i will be the DD, and i was the first to ask him to hang out, but i will of course be the last to know if he will give me the time of day..... all he says is " we'll see " , i know that " we'll see " means No, i know him enough by now to know that, i dont know why i still act so surprised or why i still hold on to hope... i just want to celebrate our Xmas together , which we still haven't done and celebrate a New Years with him since i ACTUALLY got the holiday off without having to request it ... and when i had to close new years ever last year and open New Years Day... is hanging out with me REALLY that god awful ??? I guess so ..lol.. No one hangs out with me anymore :-/
It sucks that i have no one to talk to about stuff really anymore , --- i come on LiveJournal when i need to Vent and don't want Adam or the entire myspace or facebook to see whats going on..because i dont wanna look like im complaining when im just expressing myself and my thoughts.
welp...cross your fingers for an Xmas Miracle! Maybe ill get the New Years Kiss from him i so badly want :-/
It sucks that i have no one to talk to about stuff really anymore , --- i come on LiveJournal when i need to Vent and don't want Adam or the entire myspace or facebook to see whats going on..because i dont wanna look like im complaining when im just expressing myself and my thoughts.
welp...cross your fingers for an Xmas Miracle! Maybe ill get the New Years Kiss from him i so badly want :-/