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Jun 20, 2004 02:16

I AM:
trying to be a good wife,a good christian person,to find a job(not looking that hard actually)

I WANT:
to be happy,secure,well off but not rich

I HAVE:
the greatest husband ever,great pets and friends

I WISH:
the war was over and everything was happy

I HATE:
as much as i would like to name things as it is i am trying not to hate

I MISS:
my family, my youth(well childhood) my friends in MS

I FEAR:
death

I HEAR:
Baldur's Gate being played and my husband and roommates talking

I SEARCH:
for happiness and strength

I WONDER:
about to many things i would rather not mention here

I LOVE:
i love my husband,clane. i love all of my friends. i love my pets and i am trying to love everything.

I ACHE:
not much aches actually...i dont know if i understand this question

I ALWAYS:
do something witchy and usually regret it..i am trying to always be loving and happy

I AM NOT:
the best person i could be

I DANCE:
badly but sexily..if that makes sense..*laughs*

I SING:
like a bird.....choking*smiles*

I CRY:
when i am sad usually

I AM NOT ALWAYS:
a good person

I WRITE:
poetry

I WIN:
trivial pursuit pop culture dvd edition

I LOSE:
video games...any of them

I CONFUSE:
myself alot

I NEED:
to be a better stronger person

I SHOULD:
believe in myself more and go to the gym more

**********************************************************

x. father thinks I never:
deceased-grandfather thinks i could do better
x. mother thinks I am:
deceased-my aunt thinks i could do better
x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am:
my husband thinks i am great and loves me
x. makes you happy:
clane,whisper,xyra,cameron,my friends,my family,God,reading,Jake
x. upsets you:
not understanding,feeling unworthy

************************YES OR NO?*******************

x. you keep a diary:
yes and i kinda keep a paper journal...i try okay
x. you like to cook:
yes i love to cook for clane and doug and nate
x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone:
i prolly do..i tell clane everything but there are prolly things i havent thought
about.
x. you're in love:
yes i am very much in love with clane
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead:
no...not on purpose
x. you bite your fingernails:
yes but i wish i didnt
x. you believe in love:
very much so
*************************DO YOU?????*******************************
take a shower everyday:
yeah i try to
think/know you've been in love:
yes i am in love right now
want to get married:
i am married and its the happiest time in my life
have any tattoos/where?:
i have a half naked irish lady with lots of irish stuff on the back of my right shoulder,on my right upper arm i have a daisy and butterfly that me and my best friend got together, and on the right side of my neck i have a black tribalish four leaf clover
piercings/where?:
my ears,my eyebrow at one time,and i would have lots if i was skinnier
get motion sickness:
i dont think i have ever gotten it
think you're a health freak:
i would love to be...working on that too
get along with your parents:
now days i do
like thunderstorms:
no not fond of them unless its day time but i usually prefer rain and no storm
cuddle or make out:
clane and i do both
chocolate milk or hot chocolate:
i prefer chocolate milk because we live in AZ
milk,dark,or white chocolate:
white i think.....
vanilla or chocolate:
i like to have it all

**************IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU?******************************

CRIED?
almost at a movie
HELPED SOMEONE?
i dont know..i try to help people all the time
BOUGHT SOMETHING?
yes food and drink....
GOTTEN SICK?
i had an anxiety attack
GONE TO THE MOVIES?
no.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?
no. got delievery
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?
yes.tons.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?
if sending my payment for a fine to the court by snail mail counts..then yes. i do it anyway though.
TALKED TO AN EX?
dont do much of that really
MISSED AN EX?
definitely dont do that
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?
yeah i am typing in one
TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON?
yes i have a permanent crush on clano
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?
actually i dont think so..not in the sense you mean
MISSED SOMEONE?
yeah
HUGGED SOMEONE?
yeah
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?
no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?
dont think so.

*****************************WOULD YOU EVER?**********************************

1. Eat a bug?
no
2. Bungee jump?
no
3. Hang glide?
no
4. Kill someone?
no
5. Have sex with someone you don't love?
i have before but never again
6. Kiss someone of the same sex?
i have before and i will not again
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex?
i have before and i will not again
8. Parachute from a plane?
only if the plane was going down
9. Walk on hot coals?
no
10. Go out with someone for their looks?
no.
11. For their reputation?
no
12. Be a vegetarian?
i would like to try but i doubt i could do it
13. Wear plaid with stripes?
i am pretty sure i did that in highschool
14. IM a stranger:
i have before but prolly not anymore
15. Sing karaoke?
i would love to.
16. Get drunk off your ass?
i am actually going to attempt to not do that anymore.
17. Shoplift?
yet again i have and will not do it again.
18. Run a red light?
did that on accident....try not to definitely!!!!!!!!
19. Star in a porn video?
not enough money in the world
20. Dye your hair blue?
i have
21. Be on Survivor?
no i dont think so
22. Wear makeup in public?
i do on occasion but its for me not the public
23. NOT wear makeup in public?
i do that more often than wear it. i love my skin and dont want to make it yucky.
24. Cheat on a test?
in highschool i did on a couple..i dont think i would do it now though
25. Make someone cry?
never on purpose.
26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker?
no,but i do not like math
27. Kick a baby?
thats just wrong.
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you?
almost did...if i wasnt married i guess it would depend on the person
29. Date someone more than ten years younger than you?
again i am pretty sure it would depend on the person and my not being married
30. Cuss out a priest?
ABSOLUTELY NOT
31. Take a job as a janitor?
right now i need a job so prolly so actually...
32. Stay up all through the night?
i do it quite often actually

**************10 bands you've been listening to a lot lately:**************
1) David Bowie
2) White Zombie/Rob Zombie
3) Elton John
4) 4 Non Blondes
5) Modest Mouse
6) Nina Gordon
7) Reel Big Fish
8) Less than Jake
9) Sisters of Mercy
10) Rush

****************9 things you're looking forward to:***********************
1) going to school
2) not being afraid
3) moving from arizona
4) being a good person
5) being a great wife
6) Learning to cook better than i do now
7) clane's success
8) a good career
9) waking up

******************* 8 things you like to wear:************************
1) flip flops
2) irish derby
3) swim suit
4) old worn out jeans
5) my favorite tshirts
6) pajama pants
7) black eyeliner
8) tank tops

*************************7 things that annoy you:****************************
1) i am trying to better my karma and myself and be strong and i feel answering this would mess it
up
2)
3)
4)
5)
6)
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*****************6 things you say most everyday:*************************
1) CLANO!
2) I love you.
3) Seriously
4) WHISPER!
5) BABY KITTIE....NOOOOO....*sighs* Xyra why do you have to be bad sometimes?
6) Please BE CAREFUL.

****************5 things you do everyday:***********************
1) Sleep
2) tell clane how much i love him
3) make love
4) take care of pets,house,myself,husband
5) pray

*******************4 people you want to spend more time with:*********
1) Clane
2) Kathy
3) Paw Paw
4) toss up with Jake and Cameron

*************03 of your favorite songs at the moment:*********************
1)Whats up-4 non blondes,the remix
2) china girl-david bowie
3) float on-modest mouse

****************2 movies you could watch over and over again:**************8
1) The Labyrinth
2) The Lost Boys/Moulin Rouge

***************1 person you would spend the rest of your life with:***************
1) Clane Jenkins(since i plan on it)
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