Aug 15, 2006 23:52
Well i'm very tired right now. Many things Have been going through my head tonight. I really am Excited about being single again although sometimes i do feel lonely. But that feeling doesn't last long when i talk to my friends. Nicki still wants to be my friend, but every time we are together she brings us up in some way. She thinks that i'm going to take her back again. Apparently she does not understand how i feel about her now. I am through with her.
Some people just need to be free. I think I am one of those people. I enjoy being alone very much, but still i need time with friends. Jess, you gave me that.
You, Jess, also gave me an amazing friendship. I am happy to your friend.
Chris, You are one of the only males i can easily get along with, mostly because you aren't chauvanistic like those wannabe macho assholes. I enjoy seing another male who doesn't live for sex and money.
Time flies by so fast now that we are at this point, and though i have the fact that this time won't last forever in my head, one can only dream of the future and enjoy these best years while we have them.
So i'm going to make the best of this, while i am still free from the clutches of the monster that is adulthood. I shall no longer take my belongings for granted.
Why couldn't i have seen this before.
May we all live these years in happiness.
thanks for all the love.