Gah
So relationships take a lot of work and i have been slacking. this is like the 4th or 5th time that we have had this problem. I feel that its mostly my fault. I decide that i dont have to do much to make the relationship work and then to my utter amazement it falls down the crapper. then i spend hours trying to figure what went wrong, sometimes i figure it out most of the time i don't. everytime I promise that i will change and here we are again. you must really love me to stay with me this long... I can't apologise, by now my apologies are an insult.
waiting
thinking
wishing
above all: self loathing
waiting
thinking
wishing
above all: self loathing