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im glad lindsey can laugh about our trials and tribulations at scds; im still a little pissed but hey, ill get mine. like i said to joe, my only regret is not giving them a legitimate reason to hate me. hoo! ive come to the realization that the reason i had the worst time was mostly becuase everyone around me was peaking, which is depressing when you're surrounded by people that seem like they have it together and you have no fucking clue whats happening, but now that im a little older and a have had some experiences, i realize that people that peaked at 16 are FUCKING LAME. i have DEFINITELY not peaked. jesus. as i write this im sitting in my house, my room looks like a tornado hit it, my roomate is making loud keyboard music, my dog is snoring, and fred fucking durst is on the television. but i am happy, at the end of the day, and im fucking going somewhere, and im enjoying the ride. there are too many people in the world to put up with anyone's bullshit.
a side note: events of tonight have annoyed me. those involved were aware of my feelings and acted against them regardless. everyone should be allowed an oops occasionally; there will however be no second oops of this nature and if i had not already made this crystal clear i will make a definite attempt to do so at my next available chance. few things are as important as you but im not getting fucked over again.
a side note: events of tonight have annoyed me. those involved were aware of my feelings and acted against them regardless. everyone should be allowed an oops occasionally; there will however be no second oops of this nature and if i had not already made this crystal clear i will make a definite attempt to do so at my next available chance. few things are as important as you but im not getting fucked over again.