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my mom just called my fucking dad out on his drinking, like hardcore, and i think im hyperventilating.
to ***** -- you're so self absorbed. you're all take and no give. you're so selfish it makes me nauseated, and i haven't even spoken to you in weeks. the last time we talked, it was painfully obvious that it was your own personal catharsis and that it had nothing to do with salvaging the remnants of a friendship that you fucking stomped to pieces. you think the people that placate you and bullshit you into your morphine-esque, ignorance-is-bliss, you're always right state of existence. for the first time in my life i might actually physically need someone and although it shouldn't be this way, you're the last person i would ever put on my list. you will never read this but its just as well becuase i don't think we're ever going to speak again.
to **** -- a lot of that shit applies to you. you fucked me over. you fucked me up, momentarily. i remembered why i hadn't let myself slip, thanks for fucking reminding me. you're giving up a life filled with people and experiences for a life full of drugs and nameless faces. i don't even think i have enough in me right now to explain this to you.
to ***** -- tonight is the first time in my life i have ever really, REALLY regretted anything, and it is the way i treated you. i have fucking myself over down to a science. i'm sorry.
to everybody in savannah -- yo love and death tommorrow WHAT?
to ***** -- you're so self absorbed. you're all take and no give. you're so selfish it makes me nauseated, and i haven't even spoken to you in weeks. the last time we talked, it was painfully obvious that it was your own personal catharsis and that it had nothing to do with salvaging the remnants of a friendship that you fucking stomped to pieces. you think the people that placate you and bullshit you into your morphine-esque, ignorance-is-bliss, you're always right state of existence. for the first time in my life i might actually physically need someone and although it shouldn't be this way, you're the last person i would ever put on my list. you will never read this but its just as well becuase i don't think we're ever going to speak again.
to **** -- a lot of that shit applies to you. you fucked me over. you fucked me up, momentarily. i remembered why i hadn't let myself slip, thanks for fucking reminding me. you're giving up a life filled with people and experiences for a life full of drugs and nameless faces. i don't even think i have enough in me right now to explain this to you.
to ***** -- tonight is the first time in my life i have ever really, REALLY regretted anything, and it is the way i treated you. i have fucking myself over down to a science. i'm sorry.
to everybody in savannah -- yo love and death tommorrow WHAT?