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i guess lateley i've become a little over berring and its hurt people around me. and idk is it really bad when i just want few days to just be with alex and not anyone else.
i discovered that i don't have any real hobbies and that i'm not respecting alex's. but what if i just feel a little neglegted and taken advantage of. half the time when we are hanging out with peolpe i feel like hes ignoring me. especially with knisley. i just feel so unwelcomed when we hang out with other people. and we never hang out with anyone from my school. and the one time i brough josh with me everyone blew it off and didn't like him, well not like him is harsh but they didn't hold bakc in what they said after we dropped him off.
idk anymore. is it worth it? feel left out and like shit or be happy? and even being happy lately, thats backed fired, really i just well sex isn't what it used to be.
i discovered that i don't have any real hobbies and that i'm not respecting alex's. but what if i just feel a little neglegted and taken advantage of. half the time when we are hanging out with peolpe i feel like hes ignoring me. especially with knisley. i just feel so unwelcomed when we hang out with other people. and we never hang out with anyone from my school. and the one time i brough josh with me everyone blew it off and didn't like him, well not like him is harsh but they didn't hold bakc in what they said after we dropped him off.
idk anymore. is it worth it? feel left out and like shit or be happy? and even being happy lately, thats backed fired, really i just well sex isn't what it used to be.