Complete and utter bullshit.
Ok, I am only here to vent right now, and I am not writting this entry to start crap with anyone, but I just need to get it off my mind and chest, because lately I have been thinking about it a lot.
-I remember in the beginning of my relationship with Mike that I was very weak on the outside and I didn't show my feelings....
Last semester as Angela, Renee and I would wait for Mike to come at the corner of the boardwalk to talk, I remember sitting there watching Angela play with the things on his sweatshirt, and just touch him and point things out about him, and I would stand there in silence and say nothing, as he would too. If that were to happen now.... I would probably walk away and tell them to have fun, with a smile on my face. :)
-Also, I always think about the day at Pop Stansell park when he was the biggest asshole he could ever be. The whole time I watched his little lady friend, Jackie hang all on him, as he would walk by ME and say nothing. He hung out with his friend Trevor the whole time too, I thought that was cute and all, but I felt like i was being tossed around like a fucking hacky sack. My friends kept repeatingly saying "BREAK UP WITH HIM, HE'S AN ASSHOLE!" and they would just go on and on. I considered it more and more. That night he called me and apologized, and I forgave him so quickly. I was so fucking weak, it makes me sick. If he were to do that to me now.... um we would pretty much be through. And I would say to him "Why don't you ask Jackie out, or go hang with Trevor and leave me the fuck alone." It doesn't seem harsh to me in the least.... because he would have deserved it for the way he treated me.
And I understand when people have their bad days, I have many of them. But on that day, he was only mean to ME, and no one else. That sickened me so much, I felt like I could puke. Luckily, I had my friends, like Gina, Melissa, and Tony to make me feel better.... I thank them so much for that.
^ Now, as I said I just needed to get that out, and I don't want to start shit with anyone, so just read it and get over it.
-And I don't want anyone to think that Mike is like that at all now. He is the best thing that has happened to me, and I love him. He is the sweetest guy I have ever met and I love being with him. This entry was by no means trying to make him seem like a dick, because he's not.... at all.
I'm just glad I got that out.
And that's about it.
-I Love Mike-
..emily
-I remember in the beginning of my relationship with Mike that I was very weak on the outside and I didn't show my feelings....
Last semester as Angela, Renee and I would wait for Mike to come at the corner of the boardwalk to talk, I remember sitting there watching Angela play with the things on his sweatshirt, and just touch him and point things out about him, and I would stand there in silence and say nothing, as he would too. If that were to happen now.... I would probably walk away and tell them to have fun, with a smile on my face. :)
-Also, I always think about the day at Pop Stansell park when he was the biggest asshole he could ever be. The whole time I watched his little lady friend, Jackie hang all on him, as he would walk by ME and say nothing. He hung out with his friend Trevor the whole time too, I thought that was cute and all, but I felt like i was being tossed around like a fucking hacky sack. My friends kept repeatingly saying "BREAK UP WITH HIM, HE'S AN ASSHOLE!" and they would just go on and on. I considered it more and more. That night he called me and apologized, and I forgave him so quickly. I was so fucking weak, it makes me sick. If he were to do that to me now.... um we would pretty much be through. And I would say to him "Why don't you ask Jackie out, or go hang with Trevor and leave me the fuck alone." It doesn't seem harsh to me in the least.... because he would have deserved it for the way he treated me.
And I understand when people have their bad days, I have many of them. But on that day, he was only mean to ME, and no one else. That sickened me so much, I felt like I could puke. Luckily, I had my friends, like Gina, Melissa, and Tony to make me feel better.... I thank them so much for that.
^ Now, as I said I just needed to get that out, and I don't want to start shit with anyone, so just read it and get over it.
-And I don't want anyone to think that Mike is like that at all now. He is the best thing that has happened to me, and I love him. He is the sweetest guy I have ever met and I love being with him. This entry was by no means trying to make him seem like a dick, because he's not.... at all.
I'm just glad I got that out.
And that's about it.
-I Love Mike-
..emily