For Maribell...............I love you...........The last song we danced in each others arms.

Jun 01, 2004 14:05

Yeah, You prolly allready know this stuff, but I just wanted to tell you I guess officially, instead of through other people. I dont even know how to start to thank you for all the things youve done for me. These past two years have been the most hectic, yet most loving and memorable Ive had throughout my whole school experience. From the first time I saw you I knew something was there for us. Seeing you smile at me as I waved hi to you. I know weve had our good and bad times both alike, I hope as you leave you remember more of the good than bad. Im sorry about everything Ive done to you, I really wish I could have done more to make you happy. Even after these months weve been apart, I still have the same feelings for you, and I love you just as much as when we were together. Im hoping that somewhere inside you feel the same. I really was totally in love with you, and I swear I never wanted to hurt you. I guess I took things for granted for a while, then when I finally realized how things were, I tried to hard to balance things out. I finally understand what you mean by being able to be TOO affectionate, and trying to hard, and I think I may have become a little bitter. I hope you enjoyed all that Ive done for you, and all that Ive shown you. I really admire you and respect your morals, Despite of what people told you. I swear that it never mattered to me that we didnt get too intimate, In fact as I look back on it, I really think that was the best way to go about things. I actually knew that you loved me for who I was, not for what I did, or things I gave you, but an actual Love, and I appreciate it deeply. I only wish I could have realized things a bit earlier, like you have, but then again, I didnt really have someone like you to talk to before. I hope things start to go good for you, after you move, I can only hope the next lucky guy you find will treat you right, and with the respect you deserve. You really are a beautifull young woman, I still cant believe that someone like me could have had someone as wonderfull as you were. Im gonna miss alot of things maribell, Im gonna miss your beautifull smile, and your soft lips, your little "smell", that would always calm my nerves, and I guess the thing Im gonna miss the most, are those gorgeous Eyes of yours, I dunno what it might be, but everytime I look into your eyes, I melt like butter under a hot knife. Thanks for everything maribell, I hope you get whatever makes you happy, always remember me, and dont be a stranger, call me every now and then, maybe we can still hang when your over there. Always remember that If you ever need anything, i mean ANYTHING, dont hesitate to give me a call, and Ill be there. Thier's always gonna be a special spot for you in my heart mari. Well I guess Ill talk to you later ....My sweet little...hah CHOCA-Face........
Loving you always,
~Cesar Gustavo Perez II~

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