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Nov 15, 2007 19:24

((continued from hereThe thrum of the great engines, the smell of the mako - these things do not escape Sephiroth's notice. But they are, perhaps, of less importance now as he crosses the few remaining steps that separate him from the tube that holds Jenova ( Read more... )

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jenova_nexus November 17 2007, 04:13:14 UTC
There's a flash of surprise and they might get a jumbled impression of a dizzying tumble down the stairs -- Cloud, with a flicker of strong relief, reaches out mentally for Sephiroth, it wasn't real, couldn't be, Sephiroth wouldn't do that, he knew--

--but even as she goes, sliding and twisting, helpless as a corpse, she tosses the thought at both of them like a dagger: it hadn't been her who'd decided Nibelheim should burn.

Revenge wasn't part of her; it was something that came from a human mind. Or something close to it, anyway.

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irametdolorem November 17 2007, 04:36:19 UTC
He knows that it was/is/would have been his decision to burn Nibleheim, but that is hardly the point. The point is no longer who burned Nibleheim and why but that he would not burn Nibleheim and would not tolerate her using those memories and what-ifs against him.

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jenova_nexus November 17 2007, 05:04:14 UTC
Cloud is listening to Sephiroth, trying to block Jenova, and he's getting angry himself. The stairs are iced, but he can drop from the walkway to the ground with no injury, so he does.

Jenova reaches for Sephiroth, to trigger something else, the sound of derisive laughter - Hojo's. Nibelheim might not burn, but what about whatever else he hated?

Whomever?

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irametdolorem November 17 2007, 05:15:56 UTC
After Cloud is safely out of the way, Sephiroth will likewise take the convenient way around the iced-over stairs.

The memory of Hojo's laughter doesn't trigger as much of a reaction as Jenova might have expected. After all, he'd grown used to Hojo's laugh over the years.

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jenova_nexus November 17 2007, 05:37:53 UTC
Which didn't answer the questions.

She is at the foot of the stairs, head-down and limbs awry, like a discarded toy. Cloud is approaching, coming to Sephiroth's side, sword in hand. 'This far enough?' No danger of falling into the Lifestream here.

Teré is standing back. 'What's ... she saying to you?' She doesn't fully expect to be answered.

If Hojo's voice is too familiar, if he doesn't listen to his father, then ... if she reaches into memory, and the next voice is tired, tear-choked, female. ...what have we done ... what have we done....

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irametdolorem November 17 2007, 05:46:53 UTC
"It should do," he answers, managing to finish the sentence before Jenova's next attempt.

Unfortunately for Jenova, that attempt has even less of an effect on Sephiroth than his father's had - the only thing she gets back from him is a vague sense of confusion and pity. After all, he's never even heard his mother's voice before - or if he has he certainly doesn't remember it.

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jenova_nexus November 17 2007, 06:02:21 UTC
Then here, Sephiroth, meet your mother. Snatches of voice, flickers of what she saw, tiny glimpses of her hands or hair falling over her eyes, all slammed at him, piling on top of one another in a rush:

Stronger, cooler than the first memory. Vincent, we've made up our minds. It's too late to turn back anyway.

A ragged gasp, an attempt at laughter. I wasn't expec ... this to hurt so - s-so much....

Weakened. It's for science. For all of us....

Horrified. Oh ... oh god. This isn't ... what have we--

Stop LAUGHING. Stop it! And through the memory, Hojo's laughter again, distant. What monster did you put in me!?

Oh god oh god it hurts--and not even words now but a wail of pain--

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irametdolorem November 17 2007, 06:10:19 UTC
There's a sharp intake of breath at that assault as his eyes widen involuntarily. And to be fair it does draw a pulse of rage-anger-hate-why? from Sephiroth (some of which may leak across to Cloud), but it's not so much aimed at Jenova but at Hojo.

Too far Hojo, even for science...

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jenova_nexus November 17 2007, 06:19:39 UTC
Cloud isn't letting Jenova out of his sight, but Sephiroth is his focus, and he doesn't feel pity but there is a sharp pang of pain in sympathy. 'Don't ... don't listen to her. Sir.' We have to kill her.

Jenova is still digging, forcing what she remembers onto Sephiroth. Too far too far Hojo but--

My dear, said Hojo to Lucrecia, long ago, let's not forget whose /idea/ this was.

Sharp disconnect, like static, and then Lucrecia of sometime-later was on her knees, stone floor cold beneath her, nails digging into her swollen abdomen to distract from the worse pains. This isn't what I -- what is he - it - he ... my god, will he be human at all? And her voice breaks at the last.

Static. Stop it. Get out of my head. Stop it. Stop it, stop it, stop it-!

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irametdolorem November 17 2007, 06:28:53 UTC
The comment from Cloud helps give him something to focus on that isn't the painful memories that aren't even his in the first place. Nonetheless it takes a moment before he manages to say anything.

"I'm trying." It was just that it so much harder with so much of Jenova in him.

My head is no place for you to stay. Leave. This directed largely at Jenova, with as much of his will backing it as he can manage.

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jenova_nexus November 17 2007, 06:33:48 UTC
Get out, replies Lucrecia, growing softer as Jenova is forced back, but still audible, get out stop it get out of me get out please out out outgetout--!

And it doesn't stop, the words repeating and repeating and blending into a chain of sobbing and hatred and broken words.

And Jenova had had to listen to that for months.

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irametdolorem November 17 2007, 06:41:25 UTC
Good, Sephiroth sends back. Jenova had brought him nothing but trouble, why should it be any different for any one else? She should be hated for that.

Sorry, Jenova. Looks like that might not have had quite the reaction you had been expecting.

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jenova_nexus November 17 2007, 06:59:42 UTC
He was pleased his host-mother's suffering had served a suitable purpose? How like his father he was.

And with that observation Jenova is silenced, finally - utterly. There is still the purely biological call of the Reunion, but there is suddenly a complete absence of Jenova's mental presence.

One second, two, three, more, leaving Cloud looking nervous, gaze moving from Jenova to Sephiroth. 'Sir ... did she stop?' Why?

'She stopped?' That from Teré, almost exactly two seconds before her breath caught in her throat and she tensed, almost doubled over in sudden pain as a high-pitched tone drilled into her mind and her head felt like it was caught in a vise. She made an incoherent sound, almost voiceless, and didn't seem able to breathe.

'Teré!?'

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