betrayal

[iramaris]

i'm hurting
and i'm not supposed to be hurt
because the people who are causing me pain are not worth the tears i've shed so far
the first instinct for me was to run
run away from the hurt
run away from this group of people who have backstabbed me and complained to me
the second impulse for me was to confront them
confront them why they're acting like that
confront them that i'd rather have them not talk to me than betray me each and every single day
but i will stand my ground
because it is by God's grace that this pain will be taken away
it is by God's grace that i will be able to forgive
it is by God's grace that i will be able to love them, as if nothing happened at all
i know that it has been His will why i was placed in this group of people
and it will be according to His will how this grim situation will be a testimony to His great power and love
He has done it before
and He will do it again
God is my strength and my comforter
and in His loving arms i rest my head and cry my heart out.