my apologies.....and sharing feelings and love...with a side of something to think about
well jess did call me at night...and since i was on little sleep and none of my shit and all i acted sad and everyhting when we seemed like we were fighting but werent at all...we were talking and i took it wrong...im sorry to her for how i acted on the phone and if i upset her im sorry for that also...i will try to call her tomorrow and see how things are going with her..i just miss her so much and everything like holding her and being close to her...when im with her all my fears go away and i feel like im in heaven b/c she is like an angel to me...i am so lucky to know her and b with her...i love her so much and i wont stop telling her it b/c she means that much to me....i apologize for how i was and will make it up to u babe...
cyndi and sydney....im going to turn to u 2 if i need help...so plz b prepared..b/c i think i need a lot of help agian...
jess...i trust u whole heartedly and i know u never want to hurt me or anything..and i never want to hurt u..i only want the best for u and for me and for us...i will do everything i can to make u feel as special as u r....b/c u r very very special to me that i dont think u know how much u mean to me...i hope u do but i dunno if u do or not...u havent hurt me and i just want to say sorry again for how i was on the phone...i know this is a lot of apologies and all and i dont mean to do that its just i never want to do wrong in ur eyes...i never want u to see me fail or to b down or anything negative...i only want u to see me happy and up beat and positive b/c thats how i want to b...im working towards it for my sake and ours...i love u sweetie and u will always have my heart no matter what and i trust that u will take great care of it like u always have...im going to turn to u also when i need help...no matter what it has to do with...I LOVE U SWEETIE NOW AND UNTIL FOREVER...I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT U HAVE BROUGHT INTO MY LIFE AND THE HAPPINESS AND JOY U GAVE ME...I KNOW I WILL HAVE MORE GREAT TIMES WITH U AND THEY WILL NEVER STOP...ur the strongest person i know besides cyndi, sydney, and kyle.....we can get thru anything and i will get thru anything if it means being with u
now to end with a quote my brother had written down at his apartment(see if i can remember it correctly)
If you're going to love someone, you have to be able to handle the hurt that comes with it.
i take that and just think...b/c im able to take the hurt if it ever does come with loving jess or friends b/c i love them that much that i will get thru it and out the other end to make ends meet and everyone happy and stay friends
i love you all...you mean so much to me
cyndi and sydney....im going to turn to u 2 if i need help...so plz b prepared..b/c i think i need a lot of help agian...
jess...i trust u whole heartedly and i know u never want to hurt me or anything..and i never want to hurt u..i only want the best for u and for me and for us...i will do everything i can to make u feel as special as u r....b/c u r very very special to me that i dont think u know how much u mean to me...i hope u do but i dunno if u do or not...u havent hurt me and i just want to say sorry again for how i was on the phone...i know this is a lot of apologies and all and i dont mean to do that its just i never want to do wrong in ur eyes...i never want u to see me fail or to b down or anything negative...i only want u to see me happy and up beat and positive b/c thats how i want to b...im working towards it for my sake and ours...i love u sweetie and u will always have my heart no matter what and i trust that u will take great care of it like u always have...im going to turn to u also when i need help...no matter what it has to do with...I LOVE U SWEETIE NOW AND UNTIL FOREVER...I WILL NEVER FORGET WHAT U HAVE BROUGHT INTO MY LIFE AND THE HAPPINESS AND JOY U GAVE ME...I KNOW I WILL HAVE MORE GREAT TIMES WITH U AND THEY WILL NEVER STOP...ur the strongest person i know besides cyndi, sydney, and kyle.....we can get thru anything and i will get thru anything if it means being with u
now to end with a quote my brother had written down at his apartment(see if i can remember it correctly)
If you're going to love someone, you have to be able to handle the hurt that comes with it.
i take that and just think...b/c im able to take the hurt if it ever does come with loving jess or friends b/c i love them that much that i will get thru it and out the other end to make ends meet and everyone happy and stay friends
i love you all...you mean so much to me