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Hey all, I'm really hoping this entry will work, because LiveJournal.com is having some serious problems at the moment.
Well, as far as my mood/attitude has been going.. I'm unsure. There's times where I realize (about my best friend wanting me dead basically) that I just need to let go. She's happier with me gone, so I should do it for her...and go. But, even though I try not to, I'll start to think of the past, and how unbelievably amazing it was. And I can't help but think, "Maybe we can't go back to that, but I know we can still be a major part of each other's lives". So I make the mistake of trying to be nice to her, and fix things. Cause then she'll just cuss me out and tell me she wishes I was dead. So, like I was saying, as far as my mood/attitude goes, I'm unsure. Sometimes I'm unbelievably happy with everything in my life, and just basically "let go" of the friend I lost. But there's other times where I remember the past and how great it was, and it tears me apart that life isn't like that anymore.
Anyway, a really good friend of mine from Atlanta (where I used to live) is coming to visit for three days on Nov. 5th, 6th, and 7th. I am SO fucking excited, you don't even know!!! Her and I were so close it was almost impossible! Her name is Marlene. What's cool is, she's HONESTLY the best guitarist I've ever heard that I personally know. I dont know ANYONE that has even HALF the talent that she has on guitar..its as cool as hell. Lol
Let's see, as far as music goes with ME.. I want to be a really good drummer. And right now, I'm not all that great. I'm "okay" at drums, but nothing more. So I've been practicing my ass off lately.
I am not going to say I am in a band, cause I'm unsure if that's what we are really. But there's a group of close friends of mine (I won't say any names yet until I know what we are :-P) that come over a little less than every other day, and we just spend the entire day jamming. Sometimes we do cover songs, sometimes we make our own songs, and sometimes we just jam. Like, one person will randomly make up a rhythm on the guitar, then the bass player will jump in with something he just makes up, and so on.. (that's my favorite part of the day, cause its usually fast as hell, and its hard to believe that something that fits so well is being made up as we go along). But I'll get back to you about this group thing.
(I just typed two more paragraphs, but I'm going to delete them so I don't offend anybody. So I'm going to end this here. Lol) But hey, comment and let me know what you want to hear about so I know what to type about when I'm updating this thing. Much love everyone, stay cool, and be yourself..no matter who that is.
Well, as far as my mood/attitude has been going.. I'm unsure. There's times where I realize (about my best friend wanting me dead basically) that I just need to let go. She's happier with me gone, so I should do it for her...and go. But, even though I try not to, I'll start to think of the past, and how unbelievably amazing it was. And I can't help but think, "Maybe we can't go back to that, but I know we can still be a major part of each other's lives". So I make the mistake of trying to be nice to her, and fix things. Cause then she'll just cuss me out and tell me she wishes I was dead. So, like I was saying, as far as my mood/attitude goes, I'm unsure. Sometimes I'm unbelievably happy with everything in my life, and just basically "let go" of the friend I lost. But there's other times where I remember the past and how great it was, and it tears me apart that life isn't like that anymore.
Anyway, a really good friend of mine from Atlanta (where I used to live) is coming to visit for three days on Nov. 5th, 6th, and 7th. I am SO fucking excited, you don't even know!!! Her and I were so close it was almost impossible! Her name is Marlene. What's cool is, she's HONESTLY the best guitarist I've ever heard that I personally know. I dont know ANYONE that has even HALF the talent that she has on guitar..its as cool as hell. Lol
Let's see, as far as music goes with ME.. I want to be a really good drummer. And right now, I'm not all that great. I'm "okay" at drums, but nothing more. So I've been practicing my ass off lately.
I am not going to say I am in a band, cause I'm unsure if that's what we are really. But there's a group of close friends of mine (I won't say any names yet until I know what we are :-P) that come over a little less than every other day, and we just spend the entire day jamming. Sometimes we do cover songs, sometimes we make our own songs, and sometimes we just jam. Like, one person will randomly make up a rhythm on the guitar, then the bass player will jump in with something he just makes up, and so on.. (that's my favorite part of the day, cause its usually fast as hell, and its hard to believe that something that fits so well is being made up as we go along). But I'll get back to you about this group thing.
(I just typed two more paragraphs, but I'm going to delete them so I don't offend anybody. So I'm going to end this here. Lol) But hey, comment and let me know what you want to hear about so I know what to type about when I'm updating this thing. Much love everyone, stay cool, and be yourself..no matter who that is.