Oct 01, 2004 22:49
Competition tomorrow.
I'm gonna try my hardest on that solo.
I had half a million things to say, but can't find the words to say any of them.
Here later I'm just gonna take a shower and cry my self to sleep.
Nothing has ever meant as much to me as her. Tonight, she seemed so upset, I could hardly take it. But then, even though she wasn't smiling for me, she smiled, and I felt like nothing mattered.
Even if its not for me.
I truly love her. I just hope that she knows that whatever she does, wherever she goes, that I'm still here for her, and I'll never leave.
I just want her to be happy.
I'm gonna go.