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i rub your back,i kiss your neck,i know that you love when we touch like that,i can feel you need me,feels so good to me,feels so goooodd to me..
i didn't go to church today..*sighs*i really need to start back goin on a regular basis..before we moved like 3 or 4 years ago,i used to go every sunday..i need to do better..
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n-t-whose,yesterday was a trip,let me break it down..me and one of my male friends were text messaging each other..(thats how bored we get in mississippi.lol) i sent him a message friday night and he didn't reply so the idiot replied yesterday...this dude used to talk to one of my closest friends,i mean they had a deep relationship,had sex at school and everything..so to make a long story short,he basically asked me to have sex with him,and thought that i actually wanted to..uhh,NO!!!thats str8 up nasty..i would be mad at myself if i actually allowed that to happen..so i talked to him later on last night and he acted as if nothin had been said about it..all the boys in there area are like that..
but basically my whole day was boringggggggggggggggg and today will be the same..lol..but i'll be here workin on my cambodia report..anybody wanna do it for me????pleaseeee.lol..im so tired of school,we get out may 27th,i think..graduation is on the 21st..imma be there cryin like a baby.lol..i wish i could rewind time back cause its too many seniors that i got luv for..next year is going to be dead,i'll be cool,sweet 16!!!lol im not ready to get older,then there will be bills,big responsibilities,college,ughhh..imma hate to get old.i get depressed just thinkin about it.just think one day, we will have teenagers lookin at us thinkin "old azz people..have no sense of style..boring"lol..exactly how we look at our parents and elders tolday..*smh*