a f***ed up day

[ipushrewind]

Everything was going good today. Kirk and I went to the beach, alone. We just chilled and had a good time. Well, on the way home he got an attitude because I wouldn't reach out the back window and grab him a drink. Well, he started bitchin and all, then I told him that he was treatin me like shit. well that REALLY pissed him off. so when we got home, he packed some clothes, and left. Well, I called him to make sure he got to wherever he was going. Well, he was at a bar with one of his co-workers, there his attitude changed. Then he was all "I love you, Lacy." Yeah, he does this so often. I can't even count how many times he's gotten pissed at me and left. I did it once and I stayed gone for 3 weeks, he wouldn't take me back. The thing is, I predicted where he was going, and knew that he'd end up going out to a bar. Now he's saying that he's coming home tomorrow after work, so we can talk. I so tired and fed up with his whole "I have to leave for the night" bullshit. I have so much to tell him tomorrow, and I'm not backing down this time. I'm standing my ground. I love him and I don't want to lose him. BUT I think he needs to realize what he's doing.

UUGGGHHH!!!!!! Marriage is a hell of a bumpy road.