Zero Day
Well, today was the day. As of 10:15 or so AM, Kat officially left for Oregon. I am now currently in the Zero Day, as the title says.
But, you know, even though I cried off and on the 2 hours after she left, I called up my friend and we went out. I couldn't just sit her and mope and get depressed. IF I did that, then I'd just dwell on it and sink deeper and deeper into the quicksand that is self pity. We went to see X-3 again, was cool and had a good time hanging with him and his female friend as well.
Talked with David about why she left, gave him the number 2 reason she left; which was because of our goal differences. The number one reason is him and his feelings and issues and hang ups and HIM. He has been the biggest thorn in our side since pretty much day one.
But I feel the obligation to stay, so she has to go.
But thats ok, Joel is actually better then me for her; they have alot more in common, he has more common sense then me, and he likes to go out and do weird things like she does.
But I have a feeling that tonight and tomorrow are going to be especially hard for me.
The Beatles - Yesterday
Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh I beleive, in Yesterday...
Suddenly,
I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me,
Oh Yesterday, came suddenly,
Why, she, had to go I don't know,
She wouldn't say,
I, said, something wrong
now I long, for Yesterday,
Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
now i need a place to hide away,
Oh I beleive,
in Yesterday,
Why, she, had to go I don't know,
She wouldn't say,
I said,
Something wrong,
Now I long for Yesterday...
Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away
OH I believe, in YEsterday..
now I long, for yesterday...
hmmm mmm mmm mmm mmmmmmm
But, you know, even though I cried off and on the 2 hours after she left, I called up my friend and we went out. I couldn't just sit her and mope and get depressed. IF I did that, then I'd just dwell on it and sink deeper and deeper into the quicksand that is self pity. We went to see X-3 again, was cool and had a good time hanging with him and his female friend as well.
Talked with David about why she left, gave him the number 2 reason she left; which was because of our goal differences. The number one reason is him and his feelings and issues and hang ups and HIM. He has been the biggest thorn in our side since pretty much day one.
But I feel the obligation to stay, so she has to go.
But thats ok, Joel is actually better then me for her; they have alot more in common, he has more common sense then me, and he likes to go out and do weird things like she does.
But I have a feeling that tonight and tomorrow are going to be especially hard for me.
The Beatles - Yesterday
Yesterday,
All my troubles seemed so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh I beleive, in Yesterday...
Suddenly,
I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me,
Oh Yesterday, came suddenly,
Why, she, had to go I don't know,
She wouldn't say,
I, said, something wrong
now I long, for Yesterday,
Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
now i need a place to hide away,
Oh I beleive,
in Yesterday,
Why, she, had to go I don't know,
She wouldn't say,
I said,
Something wrong,
Now I long for Yesterday...
Yesterday,
Love was such an easy game to play,
Now I need a place to hide away
OH I believe, in YEsterday..
now I long, for yesterday...
hmmm mmm mmm mmm mmmmmmm