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Mental health day.
I cried yesterday during lunch.
I feel like RJ has been acting differently, but only sometimes. I think it's the caffine pills he takes.
Chemisty requires so much work and time that I might be failing history and civics. I fucking hate my teacher.
I want to move out of this house.
NEMFA is coming up faster than I want it to. I haven't been practicing my piece.
I want QVMF to come up. That was so much fun last year.
Everything I eat makes me feel sick.
I have to finish that Music Tech comp.
I miss being in love with RJ. When we're happy together, it's like we're a couple. When one of us is in an off mood, the other is either comforting, nosey, or quiet. When we're both off, it's like an awkward silence that no one wants to be around. RJ wants me to come over his house today after my dad leaves because he's home too. I don't want to go, and I don't know why.
"gotta find a way to get home strong
gotta find a way back home
gotta find a light to guide me along
gotta find a way back home
running for your life won't get you so far
running for your life so far
gotta find to bring me home slow
gotta find a way back home
the loving in your eye that holds you alive
gotta find a way back home"
Everyone should download this song. Do it.
I cried yesterday during lunch.
I feel like RJ has been acting differently, but only sometimes. I think it's the caffine pills he takes.
Chemisty requires so much work and time that I might be failing history and civics. I fucking hate my teacher.
I want to move out of this house.
NEMFA is coming up faster than I want it to. I haven't been practicing my piece.
I want QVMF to come up. That was so much fun last year.
Everything I eat makes me feel sick.
I have to finish that Music Tech comp.
I miss being in love with RJ. When we're happy together, it's like we're a couple. When one of us is in an off mood, the other is either comforting, nosey, or quiet. When we're both off, it's like an awkward silence that no one wants to be around. RJ wants me to come over his house today after my dad leaves because he's home too. I don't want to go, and I don't know why.
"gotta find a way to get home strong
gotta find a way back home
gotta find a light to guide me along
gotta find a way back home
running for your life won't get you so far
running for your life so far
gotta find to bring me home slow
gotta find a way back home
the loving in your eye that holds you alive
gotta find a way back home"
Everyone should download this song. Do it.