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an old post come to triplicate now, at least. weakly i'm sure accepting that, i'll never stop, and i imagine it'll play out as before. figure i'll.. well play with it different this time. if this candy goes sour i'll be smarter for it even if it wont change me for the next time 'round.
figure i've already learned abit.
is learning a sham 'cause it doesn't seem to mean much at some later date when you figure it might. genuinely perplexed. but if i took that and applied it i'd lame more than i do now. and that lame is a growing part of it. cause i'd like to just stub my toe as i'm want to do and let that be fine. haven't let it change me as yet, but it's kinda gnawing at me.
thankfully not so much.
i see these lovely things and i want to share them. that's a related and unrelated theme. maybe the theme is letting go or not finding them lovely in the first place. i'm really confused about the approach.
if i'm feeling bad it's because it's absolutely crystal at this point how much i let you down.
figure i've already learned abit.
is learning a sham 'cause it doesn't seem to mean much at some later date when you figure it might. genuinely perplexed. but if i took that and applied it i'd lame more than i do now. and that lame is a growing part of it. cause i'd like to just stub my toe as i'm want to do and let that be fine. haven't let it change me as yet, but it's kinda gnawing at me.
thankfully not so much.
i see these lovely things and i want to share them. that's a related and unrelated theme. maybe the theme is letting go or not finding them lovely in the first place. i'm really confused about the approach.
if i'm feeling bad it's because it's absolutely crystal at this point how much i let you down.