I first wanted to write it all in Woohyun's POV. But then I realized, that giving each character time to show their view will add on how emotinal this is supposed to be. But as it's happening all in Woohyun's flat and Woohyun is the one who still wasn't able to let go of Sunggyu (even though that might be mutual, only that Sunggyu managed to distract himself well with what he though is expected and more important) I think it naturaly evolves around Woohyun the most. It's not you :)
And how Woohyun and Hoya got the message in the morning, about Sunggyu keeping the key, it totally means that Sunggyu (eventhoug he's not alowed himself ot admit it freely) still thinks that what they have is something special and he's not able to let go of it yet either. Sunggyu is strict about his belief but he is human being and he admited that they feel home for him. So in case that they somehow fail in doing the right thing (in his eyes it's family, kids, paying the debt to their parents etc) he is still keeping the key.
Hoya was trying to say that he doesn't think that what they are doing is such a big deal that Sunggyu just made of it. Hoya is really detached from that, he is doing it exactly only for the reason they were doing it all the time before. Just to get rid of stress and occational loneliness. Sunggyu is making bid deal of it, becuase his character teaches him that it's wrong to keep on doing it. And he of course makes big deal of it because deep in his human heart where the learned manners don't reach, he envies them that they freely keep doing it. Woohyun though refused to go on with it, becuase he is mid way. He's attached to Sunggyu by strong feelings and he lives through their past, refusing to go on becuas that'd mean he is giving up on the possibility that Sunggyu might once give in the mutual feelings all know that are there. But when he heard Sunggyu saying, that he knows exactly what Woohyun is thinking and doesn't have to decipher him, he realized that Sunggyu is past the stage of doubts. That he will never try to give in. Sunggyu didn't even give a real try to decipher why Hoya and Woohyun were still on it, he just assumed it's because they find it convenient and don't want to work hard on building up "normal" relationship. Woohyun have up on holding on the past that night. For Hoya it was nothing like holding on past, it was just clearly what it was supposed to be and that's why he thought it was not wrong at all. But Woohyun didn't see a reason why he shouldn't move on with his life since he had to let go the past. Thus the "Hoya's not Sunggyu", something like "I was holding on this desperately in hope that Sunggyu might find his way back to it". With Hoya for Woohyun it was really only conveniet fuck***, and the addition of Hoya being so good in reading him, he felt somehow safe in it as well. But Hoya stayed as observant and knowing friend even when they stopped doing it.
Why do I always respond so long XD I'm sorry, I just love when people talk with me about my stories this way <3
And how Woohyun and Hoya got the message in the morning, about Sunggyu keeping the key, it totally means that Sunggyu (eventhoug he's not alowed himself ot admit it freely) still thinks that what they have is something special and he's not able to let go of it yet either. Sunggyu is strict about his belief but he is human being and he admited that they feel home for him. So in case that they somehow fail in doing the right thing (in his eyes it's family, kids, paying the debt to their parents etc) he is still keeping the key.
Hoya was trying to say that he doesn't think that what they are doing is such a big deal that Sunggyu just made of it. Hoya is really detached from that, he is doing it exactly only for the reason they were doing it all the time before. Just to get rid of stress and occational loneliness. Sunggyu is making bid deal of it, becuase his character teaches him that it's wrong to keep on doing it. And he of course makes big deal of it because deep in his human heart where the learned manners don't reach, he envies them that they freely keep doing it. Woohyun though refused to go on with it, becuase he is mid way. He's attached to Sunggyu by strong feelings and he lives through their past, refusing to go on becuas that'd mean he is giving up on the possibility that Sunggyu might once give in the mutual feelings all know that are there. But when he heard Sunggyu saying, that he knows exactly what Woohyun is thinking and doesn't have to decipher him, he realized that Sunggyu is past the stage of doubts. That he will never try to give in. Sunggyu didn't even give a real try to decipher why Hoya and Woohyun were still on it, he just assumed it's because they find it convenient and don't want to work hard on building up "normal" relationship. Woohyun have up on holding on the past that night. For Hoya it was nothing like holding on past, it was just clearly what it was supposed to be and that's why he thought it was not wrong at all. But Woohyun didn't see a reason why he shouldn't move on with his life since he had to let go the past. Thus the "Hoya's not Sunggyu", something like "I was holding on this desperately in hope that Sunggyu might find his way back to it". With Hoya for Woohyun it was really only conveniet fuck***, and the addition of Hoya being so good in reading him, he felt somehow safe in it as well. But Hoya stayed as observant and knowing friend even when they stopped doing it.
Why do I always respond so long XD I'm sorry, I just love when people talk with me about my stories this way <3
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