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There are many people I've come in contact with at this school who should thank their lucky stars I'm not psychopathic. Yesterday I spent too much time with an arrogant bastard who dresses like he might be trying to impersonate a beatnik. For hours he boasted about his skills at poker and yet, when I played him, he accidentally beat me without realizing that he had a flush in his hand. He wears a Kangol cap (there's a motherfucking beatnik in my motherfucking life) forwards, not backwards, and smokes Marlboro menthols as if there's something to look forward to after death.
Very holistically, I hate everyone--not in that whiny, juvenile, emo way that LiveJournal is all too familiar with, but in a much more visceral sense: people are nothing but animals in the wild, confirming our "dominance" with a collective idea of self-importance. If there is one thing that can overshadow the clashing of religion and the environmental destruction of the planet (which I think is a totally natural phenomenon, but that's a different discussion) it is the inisignificance of the human species. How we think we're such hot shit! The universe is not obliged to care for us, or even acknowledge us. Humans are nothing. A little carbon, some oxygen, a piece of rock with a stable atmosphere, and BAM! Don't let the faggots get married! Violence occasionally is the answer! Don't let the car fool you, my treasure is in Heaven!
Tell me, Mommy, what happens to us after we die? Close your eyes, darling, and try to remember what it was like before you were born: there you have it.
I'm just angry and confused. I'll begin attending various campus Christian functions to get my life back on track, following His word. God bless.
Very holistically, I hate everyone--not in that whiny, juvenile, emo way that LiveJournal is all too familiar with, but in a much more visceral sense: people are nothing but animals in the wild, confirming our "dominance" with a collective idea of self-importance. If there is one thing that can overshadow the clashing of religion and the environmental destruction of the planet (which I think is a totally natural phenomenon, but that's a different discussion) it is the inisignificance of the human species. How we think we're such hot shit! The universe is not obliged to care for us, or even acknowledge us. Humans are nothing. A little carbon, some oxygen, a piece of rock with a stable atmosphere, and BAM! Don't let the faggots get married! Violence occasionally is the answer! Don't let the car fool you, my treasure is in Heaven!
Tell me, Mommy, what happens to us after we die? Close your eyes, darling, and try to remember what it was like before you were born: there you have it.
I'm just angry and confused. I'll begin attending various campus Christian functions to get my life back on track, following His word. God bless.