May 01, 2005 09:47
Let Go- Frou Frou
Drink up baby down
Hmm, are you in or are you out
Leave your things behind
'Cause its all going off without you
Excuse me too busy
Writing your tragedy
These mishaps you bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like
So let go
So let go
Jump in
Oh well what you waiting for
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So let go
Let it go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
It gains the more it gives
And rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later now
You can't await your own arrival
You've twenty seconds to comply
So let go
So let go
Jump in
Oh well what you waiting for
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So let go
Yeah let it go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So let go
So let go
Jump in
Oh well what you waiting for
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So let go
Let it go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
Breakdown
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So let it go
Oh it's so amazing here
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
The last week of school. I have 4 exams. None of them are going to be all that hard. It feels so weird... I'm done with my freshmen year of college. 3 more years and I'll be expected to be an adult. 3 years equals 1095 days (I can't be trifled with to calculate leap year). That may sound like a lot... but I just can't be ready, and I feel like I never will be. I try to let go, like the song says... but something is holding me. Maybe it's my parents, or my mom who never wanted me to leave in the first place. But maybe, more likely, its me. I can't let go of the past. High school was so much fun, I miss everyone there... Over spring break I walked the halls of Ogemaw and it felt so weird. So tiny... so insignificant. I out-grew it already. Like a pair of shoes you give to your little brother or sister, or like me (since I'm the youngest) to goodwill. Good times in those shoes, caked layers of muddy memories. So yeah... I'm definitely growing up, whether I like it or not...
But I'm happy. There's this one girl... but thats another thing all together. And I'll be home soon. Thursday May 5th I'll be back in good ol' West Branch. Taking in the sights perhaps. Maybe I'll see everyone again. Maybe I'll be too nervous and "mature" to handle hanging out with all of you kids again. Just kidding... if I ever become anything in the world, I hope its never too mature.
I love you all, you're the best.