Keep breathing
Lately I've been thinking, as usual. Work's been getting a little more hectic now that I've been put up for Ground Controller training. That kinda means I may not get some of the perks I've been getting.
Physically, I'm exhausted but mentally, I'm surprised to say I'm holding up just fine. Ever since I took a break last week, everything doesn't get to me as easily as they did before and I'm able to get through each day without stressing out.
I feel like I owe a select few people my attention. I don't think they know who they are but I just want to apologize for being hot and cold. I don't thrive in crowds but I like to think, a lot and sort things out in my head, on my own. It definitely isn't encouraged but sadly who is actually willing to sit down and hear me out? Even if someone did volunteer, the cynical me will probably think it's nothing but patronizing. Again, it comes down to me again.
Whoever said growing up was easy, it's so not.
Physically, I'm exhausted but mentally, I'm surprised to say I'm holding up just fine. Ever since I took a break last week, everything doesn't get to me as easily as they did before and I'm able to get through each day without stressing out.
I feel like I owe a select few people my attention. I don't think they know who they are but I just want to apologize for being hot and cold. I don't thrive in crowds but I like to think, a lot and sort things out in my head, on my own. It definitely isn't encouraged but sadly who is actually willing to sit down and hear me out? Even if someone did volunteer, the cynical me will probably think it's nothing but patronizing. Again, it comes down to me again.
Whoever said growing up was easy, it's so not.