waking
upon waking this morning I realised a woman was beside me. just laying there neather touching eachother. I got up went and took my shower for work got back into my room and put my hands on the bed. knowing but having to make shure nothing was there. no woman had lain beside me at all. I woke up and it was then it wasn't I don't know what to think. scarry. and to think I knew someone was there. but they wern't
I am falling into dream time more and more. with only nothing. I don't sleep hardly at all. the worlds are starting to merg in only the worst way. in this I am gone. waking dreaming I am seeing things. oh well time to paint or eat or sleep ha like I can sleep sleep drunk is not the best when you didn't choose to be. I wonder when I will be able to sleep. it was like I was in a different reality there for a few seconds but only as a gost. drifting back why. I must eat or paint something I must do. I am soo bloody tired. damit.......
I am falling into dream time more and more. with only nothing. I don't sleep hardly at all. the worlds are starting to merg in only the worst way. in this I am gone. waking dreaming I am seeing things. oh well time to paint or eat or sleep ha like I can sleep sleep drunk is not the best when you didn't choose to be. I wonder when I will be able to sleep. it was like I was in a different reality there for a few seconds but only as a gost. drifting back why. I must eat or paint something I must do. I am soo bloody tired. damit.......