sick once again and seemingly staying that way.
In the end I am back again rolling round infinity circular and always ending always begin. I have been sick and still not getting better. should just go back to work and try to work through it but man. grr. I started a painting on friday and can not get back to it because of sickness. I then had to miss my class and that sucked the worst of all. so much coffing. its weard I find quite often when sick my sex drive goes up. I wonder if that is because I have to lie in bed and sleep so much or what. Strange things I don't quite understand. I should lay down now. but don't know if I can. will probably go to work tommaroow though I really don't feel anybetter and am caughing just as bad and feel just as sick as before. oh well. I had these really vivid dreams lately. kinda strange. not shure what to make of them. I finaly developed the film from the boundry waters and from the trip to brants cabin. those both were so much fun. I sent the ones of brant or rather the scanns to jeannette cus I thaught she might have liked to have the ones of her. so much to finish so much to do. well I must go lay down now and prepare for what fitfull sleep I might be able to get. sleep would be nice. dreams are so much better than reality. if only dreams were the place one could not escape. *slips under the covers*