and again it ends.....all of it comes crashing down again thats the way it goes.
well that ended. waves of depression have come and gone and continue. I am taking my blacksmithing class and this thursday we go on a field trip to a scrap yard. It should be much fun. I am very close to finishing my rawhide. so much to do so little time. I am tired tired in ways that sleep can not hope to fix. I saved a green peper plant from the cold my sister was going to leave it out there to die so I took it in and now have this fun little plant to watter and take care of in my apartment. I am tired. I have a haloween party to go to on the 21 with someone from cooper that I haven't heard from in a while. Should be interesting. I haven't painted in a while. I really want to do the paintings of hands so that I can progress farther on my larg work of art. today I steped off the curb near work and thaught to myself I should tell mom how close to the post office I work. Then it dawned on me that I had just forgotten that she was dead. time to lay down.