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[iplaywithfire03]

stop kicking me while im still on the fucking ground
this pain is too intense i cant take it anymore
I feel so empty inside
used and tossed aside like a piece of fucking trash
i give them all of my fucking everything
how can i call you a human being?
why would you fucking do this to me?

I guess i should be used to this feeling
ive felt it everyday of my god damn life
there is nobody here for me ever
there is nobody here for me to talk to
and all i really want is someone there for me
someone to hold me
someone to tell me to keep smiling
someone to tell me its going to fucking be okay..
Give me a damn shoulder to cry on
Cant you fuckers see that i can no longer hold myself up?
Where is my fucking comfort?
Did i miss a fucking memo? why is it me that is always left behind?
No matter how fucking hard i try i cant stay in between these fucking lines..
I will never belong to anyone anymore
I fucking give up

I dont want your fucking pity
I dont want you to apologize for your negligence you should have fucking seen it written on my fucking face