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I really hope what I just saw wasn't what I think it was. I really hope that I'm just reading into something too much like I usually do. But I guess it's bound to happen some time or another and that is just a fact I will have to accept I guess. It's hard though...but I will survive, always do (heh...if I didnt I wouldn't be typing this now would I). It's just hard...especially because I still feel exactly the same way as I used to. So it goes...
I really just want this year to end. There are too many things up here that make me think about certian things I wish I wouldn't think about. I want to go home and start working...that'll get my mind off of everything. I've missed my friends I work with, we spent alot of time together last summer and had a bunch of really good times. Hopefully this summer will be the same. Also can't wait to start working at the paintball field. The owner (George) is wicked cool and we've had some great times and laughs...plus Mike will be there, and where ever Mike goes something funny is bound to happen. Also its paintball :).
I'll miss my friends up here too...its like one huge cycle of missing people now...kind of sucks. I wish I could take everyone everywhere with me and at the same time I wish I could get away from everyone too. I think I really will go through with my 5 days alone in the woods plan...would do the soul good.
anyway...foodtime. catch ya later
I really just want this year to end. There are too many things up here that make me think about certian things I wish I wouldn't think about. I want to go home and start working...that'll get my mind off of everything. I've missed my friends I work with, we spent alot of time together last summer and had a bunch of really good times. Hopefully this summer will be the same. Also can't wait to start working at the paintball field. The owner (George) is wicked cool and we've had some great times and laughs...plus Mike will be there, and where ever Mike goes something funny is bound to happen. Also its paintball :).
I'll miss my friends up here too...its like one huge cycle of missing people now...kind of sucks. I wish I could take everyone everywhere with me and at the same time I wish I could get away from everyone too. I think I really will go through with my 5 days alone in the woods plan...would do the soul good.
anyway...foodtime. catch ya later