im breaking out

[iplayatbothends]

i feel so wierd and not me like

im like kinda empty...and i feel like im in trouble
or i should be doing something else...

i really wish that i could be on that bus...

oh well..
idk

ive been thinkin about her alot lately
i feel different about her...and i feel for her
with all the shit thats going on with her..
i dont really think im jelous anymore..well maybe hehe..not really
she's a big part of my life tho..and i dun wanna lose her....
and she's...she's just a dollface cutie and i ♥ her
hehe
i just wish that i could see her sooner...
im super glad i met her and i really dun think id change anything
about what we have together...well maybe one thing...

enof bout that....

so..i have no plans for thanxgiving really...i guess the holidays
arent really a big thing for me anymore...
and im only buying a few ppl presents...not to be rude...but moneys super tight
maybe ill make stuff again....
...like a record...that would be cool...i just need equipment..

i love to sing...
i love lots of things...
seeeee! i guess im thinking positive
:) :) :)
----♥ meg