Jan 03, 2006 04:08
i stayed up with my sis till like 7 in the morning yesterday. pervs. we were talking about life and what we and "society" think of it. im not sure how it started but it was deep. (im sorry joe it wont fuck up our shit anymore)
SO what the fuck is the point to this life? really? i have come to believe that nobody in their right mind can actually believe in god. i really thought that was the neanderthol idea of our creation. But ppl actually believe a 'greater being' sat there and said let there be light. are u fucking kidding me?? even i, who is not the smartest person in the room, knows there is ablosutly no sence to that f-ing theory. god really. but what ever. so since i honestly dont belive in god or a god or a greater being, you must understand i dont believe in like souls and shit like. SO my honest opinion is that we, as human beings, are here on this planet to live meaningless lives creating more meaningless lives (children) and rot in a whole. we are decaying matter put on this land to do nothing but die.
Now let me guess we all have meaning like MLK and Lincoln where we be without the freeing of slaves righ?? if ppl didnt bring them from the mother land then there would be no reason to free them in the first palce. so they just got lucky that the slaves were here to begin with.
WE are here to live a life and do as we pleasewtih it. if u want to sit in ur room and jerk off all day then do just that. if u want to bungee and skidive then go for it. cuz we all end up the same color in the end. why are we so fucking worried about what ppl think of us? is there really a point to any of it? Why do we need to go to school and be educated? chances are our intelligence will one day be the death of our knid and our education would of failed us.
CARPIE DIEM!!! but why live life (as meaningless as it may be) doing shit that society wants us to do. FUCK THE MEDIA FUCK POULARITY FUCK EVERYTHING!!@!!!!! FUCK MTV, FUCK LAGUNA FUCK MYSPACE AND FUCK LJ. the only reson we can do any of htat shit is because of the fack that there is nothing better to do in life. I mean we all havce better things to do, but we sit here and update and care even. What for? I care i do but Y?
HOw can ppl really believe in god. If u really believe in god ur a blind bitch. if ur god is the o so powerful then why the death and sickness. If u believe in that shit then u advocate rape, murder, suicide, cancer, crack heads.. the list goes on. HOw u say? How do you advocate? ur god allows this. he chooses the path for everyone to live. FATE? u say... ur god allows the newly born to suffer. the innocent to fell pain, the helpless to remain helpless. is the type of ppl u are? we r? that is the socity we live in and we allow it. so we cant do anything about it. why do anything at all? y not just live our meaningless lives and wait for death.
imnot saying dont live ur life... im saying live it to the fullest because once ur in the groung thats it. no rebirth no second chances. just death. im years to come ur body will be found and diplayed in some piece of shit museam for ppl to look at maybe even mock. so live. a meaning less life. ironic. then y live. cuz suicide it the easy way out. if you cant deal with life which is not difficult (im speaking at the age of 18) u sir have issues. ur probles are not problems they are issues that u allow to explode.
now understand that this is a ramble. it is merely ideas taht were explored. although god doesnt exist. that one is true. CARPIE Diem. that one is right as well. but w/e