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It's been raining all day, and I woke up with a horrible headache that seemed like it spread out from my head, down my back, into, like, my temporal sense of existence; my temples have been throbbing, I've been having waves of nausea, and all I've wanted to do all day was lie down on the bathroom floor. And it's been pouring all day! Mostly on, but occasionally off. So maybe my headache flowed out my temporal sense of existence into the natural world.
Anyway, a minute ago I was walking over to the dollar store and I saw this girl carrying too many grocery bags. She looked like she wanted to put them on the ground to get a better grip on 'em, but the ground was all wet and the bags were all paper so she was trying to awkwardly shuffle them into a better position.
So I was like, 'hey, can I help you with those?'
She was like, 'Really? Yeah, thanks, I'm just going like three blocks over that way, thanks!'
Which was the first failure. I had only meant, 'can I help you get a better grip on those things, without ruining them by putting them on the wet ground.'
But so then she handed me one, she shuffled her bags, we crossed the street, I did a bad job of holding the bag she handed me and broke the handle, we got to the other side of the street, I apologized and ran away to the dollar store.
Uh, so if that girl is on livejournal and she is on your friends list and she writes about that experience from the other side, will you tell her I'm sorry?
Also: I don't feel as bad now as I did. I think it might've been malnutrition? I haven't really been eating anything the last few days, and when I did eat something it was almost always almost all cheese, which my body doesn't really process. Hence today's rain.