These thoughts trickle down
I just got home from Paris. Go me.
It wasn't all it was cracked up to be. Seriously.
Anyways...I'm tired. Pooped. Wipped.
I'm coming home in a little over a month! YES!!!
I can't wait! I'm counting down.
So...even though I ask this in every journal and NO ONE responds, What's up?
I'm feeling really weird lately. It's torn between like 12 different feelings. Lonliness, boredom, tired, laziness, scared and frustrated. Ok, so that's only 6 but, you get the point.
I'm tired of being me. I'm tired of the same thoughts running through my head about the same thing. I hate it.
I'm only lonely because it seems like almost everyone as a boyfriend or girlfriend and I'm left in the dust watching.
I'm scared about everything...long story.
I'm frustrated with myself. I've let myself become the total opposite of what I wanted to be. I don't like it. I try to change but I just go back to the old me and I get pissed at myself which makes me pissed at everyone else.
Screw these feelings.
Psht.
Fuck them. In the ear. Please.
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY!!!!!! just in case I can't get a hold of you or something.
<3
Later.
It wasn't all it was cracked up to be. Seriously.
Anyways...I'm tired. Pooped. Wipped.
I'm coming home in a little over a month! YES!!!
I can't wait! I'm counting down.
So...even though I ask this in every journal and NO ONE responds, What's up?
I'm feeling really weird lately. It's torn between like 12 different feelings. Lonliness, boredom, tired, laziness, scared and frustrated. Ok, so that's only 6 but, you get the point.
I'm tired of being me. I'm tired of the same thoughts running through my head about the same thing. I hate it.
I'm only lonely because it seems like almost everyone as a boyfriend or girlfriend and I'm left in the dust watching.
I'm scared about everything...long story.
I'm frustrated with myself. I've let myself become the total opposite of what I wanted to be. I don't like it. I try to change but I just go back to the old me and I get pissed at myself which makes me pissed at everyone else.
Screw these feelings.
Psht.
Fuck them. In the ear. Please.
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY!!!!!! just in case I can't get a hold of you or something.
<3
Later.