Aug 20, 2003 17:40
Guys...I think I'm having a major melt down.
Aaron's got another girlfriend. I can't say I'm suprised, cause I'm not. I guess...I just thought that if I denied the fact that we broke up...then...I wouldn't be this crying mess known as Mandi.
Don't get me wrong...I'm very happy that he's found someone...but...I dunno. I just...kinda didn't think it would be this soon.
Maybe I'm so upset because I don;t have anyone. I feel so fucking alone and heart broken right now.
Rachel, you're one hell of a lucky girl. please please, don't lose someone as good as Aaron. Guys like him only come around once in a life time. You're so lucky.
well as for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs and sit alone and wonder, how you're making out. And as for me I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone, making out.
Later...maybe. If I survive.