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Current Evaluation: Extremely pissed off at some people.
Well I guess I can’t say I was surprised, sometimes I wish I wouldn’t have gotten out of bed. You can think to your self, “sounds good”, “I don’t see why”, “I am sure they will like the idea”. And you just won’t know until it happens. All I know is that I will be very supportive of my children when I get older. None of this, “That is a bad idea”, “your making a mistake” crap. Like and learn a little. I hate when people tell you, not to do something, when they have no clue them selves.
For those of you who don’t know, allow me to fill you in. AJ, Jamie, and I where considering moving into a town house together. Well my first mistake was actually thinking my mom would be ok with it. But I never imagined the drama I would endure. I went out to dinner with my mom, we where meeting my grandmother and father. Me and my mom where sitting at the table, and I said to her, “How would you feel if I moved into an apartment with AJ, and Jamie?”, she was sort of confused, and asked me if I didn’t like living at home. I said no, but I think she still got that impression. Then my grandmother showed up (Let the drama begin), We started to order, and my mom started to cry. I knew what it was about, and I guess I can’t say I would blame her. So my grand mother was like what is wrong. And I was like, I know, and explain the whole situation. Well of course she knows EVERYTHING!! And don’t ever question it, good god. I was made out to be the bad guy. The one good thing my grandmother does best is make people feel even worst then what they are, I swear. Then she starts crying like she is hurt or something. It pisses me off so much. She was like, “Oh it’s nice of you to pop this up on her birthday, Happy Birthday”, I wanted to say SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU BITCH, but it would have only made things worst. You know, I didn’t see this when I was little, but now I do, she is so two faced, and talks so much shit it isn’t even funny. Then she sits there and creates a scenario of what she feels is going on and informs the person. She told me what I like. She said that the only reason I wanted to move in with AJ and Jamie was because I liked Jamie. I was like, “NO! You have been around me of years and still don’t know shit about me”, what the fuck does that Crazy bitch know what I like and what I don’t like. I am getting really sick of her and her god damn crap she pulls. She acts all nice and innocent, and the minute your are not around to defend yourself she shoves a knife in your side. Well just a little heads up, next time she wants to say some stupid shit that she thought up, and is all fucked up, I am going to let her know she is wrong. I can’t even believe she would say hurtful things like that, she doesn’t even know how much that hurt when she said that.
So the finally verdict, I don’t really blame my mom, yea she is upset, which I can’t say I blame her, I BLAME my grandmother. She needs to realizes that she doesn’t know everything, and that things have changed and she needs to butt out of things that don’t concern her. You can’t even have a god damn opinion around her, cause hers is the only right one. Well I am done being Mr. goody good around her ass, screw her.
All I know is that tomorrow, I am not coming out of bed. I am staying barricade in there. And I totally lost all respect for my grand mother till she apologies to me.
Well I guess I can’t say I was surprised, sometimes I wish I wouldn’t have gotten out of bed. You can think to your self, “sounds good”, “I don’t see why”, “I am sure they will like the idea”. And you just won’t know until it happens. All I know is that I will be very supportive of my children when I get older. None of this, “That is a bad idea”, “your making a mistake” crap. Like and learn a little. I hate when people tell you, not to do something, when they have no clue them selves.
For those of you who don’t know, allow me to fill you in. AJ, Jamie, and I where considering moving into a town house together. Well my first mistake was actually thinking my mom would be ok with it. But I never imagined the drama I would endure. I went out to dinner with my mom, we where meeting my grandmother and father. Me and my mom where sitting at the table, and I said to her, “How would you feel if I moved into an apartment with AJ, and Jamie?”, she was sort of confused, and asked me if I didn’t like living at home. I said no, but I think she still got that impression. Then my grandmother showed up (Let the drama begin), We started to order, and my mom started to cry. I knew what it was about, and I guess I can’t say I would blame her. So my grand mother was like what is wrong. And I was like, I know, and explain the whole situation. Well of course she knows EVERYTHING!! And don’t ever question it, good god. I was made out to be the bad guy. The one good thing my grandmother does best is make people feel even worst then what they are, I swear. Then she starts crying like she is hurt or something. It pisses me off so much. She was like, “Oh it’s nice of you to pop this up on her birthday, Happy Birthday”, I wanted to say SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU BITCH, but it would have only made things worst. You know, I didn’t see this when I was little, but now I do, she is so two faced, and talks so much shit it isn’t even funny. Then she sits there and creates a scenario of what she feels is going on and informs the person. She told me what I like. She said that the only reason I wanted to move in with AJ and Jamie was because I liked Jamie. I was like, “NO! You have been around me of years and still don’t know shit about me”, what the fuck does that Crazy bitch know what I like and what I don’t like. I am getting really sick of her and her god damn crap she pulls. She acts all nice and innocent, and the minute your are not around to defend yourself she shoves a knife in your side. Well just a little heads up, next time she wants to say some stupid shit that she thought up, and is all fucked up, I am going to let her know she is wrong. I can’t even believe she would say hurtful things like that, she doesn’t even know how much that hurt when she said that.
So the finally verdict, I don’t really blame my mom, yea she is upset, which I can’t say I blame her, I BLAME my grandmother. She needs to realizes that she doesn’t know everything, and that things have changed and she needs to butt out of things that don’t concern her. You can’t even have a god damn opinion around her, cause hers is the only right one. Well I am done being Mr. goody good around her ass, screw her.
All I know is that tomorrow, I am not coming out of bed. I am staying barricade in there. And I totally lost all respect for my grand mother till she apologies to me.