Almost through pregnancy!

Jun 08, 2017 07:27

And running late for work (and only sort of care - more on that later).

So good to be back to writing! And for once I'm in a better mood (e.g. Not depressed or drunk writing).

Okay okay...headlines:
- I'm finally 'used' to being pregnant. Meaning, I don't hate it. I don't love it, let's be clear, but after 30 weeks I've gotten the hang of it and doing pretty well. That said - the finish line is so close and I am sooo excited!
- I found a new career to chase, something to get excited about! I want to dive into HR. I think human capital mgmt is interesting, I think I can connect with people from all walks of life (hell I've walked half of them myself already), and for once I think my interests and strengths might be aligning.
- That said, I've never been less motivated to work hard than I have been lately. I can't tell if it's the 'nesting' or my patience is finally wearing thin or my age (not ready and willing to work 15 hr days anymore). But either way, for the first time ever, I'm considering being a stay at home mom (gasps!).
- On that note: I've finally learned to cook! And it's been the biggest impact on the quality of my life since I started working out again. I'm convinced a good diet and exercise can cure cancer folks. And by good diet, I just mean balanced, I also just ate an entire Entemen's cake :p
- I'm finally more excited about the baby coming than I am nervous. It's going to be crazy, but probably a good crazy. I'm as mentally ready as I'm ever going to be so hold onto your hats kids, here we go!
- I'm so in love w the hubby. I hope that never fades. Our love gets deeper every year (and I'm not trying to be cheesy here - this isn't that mushy feeling as much as it is trust, patience, and wanting to be my best self for him). He feels like an extension of my arm. And while you may not always appreciate your arms, or be in awe of them everyday, I could never live without them.
- It's a weird transition going from person to mom. I sometimes don't recognize myself and freak out. Other times I'm impressed. This deserves a full entry in and of itself...more to come.

Okay again - late for work 😅 Gotta run!
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