Musings
I looked up the words 'serendipity' and 'synchronicity' on Wikipedia. It made me wonder if I had an experience that had been something like that. Hmm...
Maybe I have to be more vigilant. That thing might happen anytime.
Anyway, I just got back from biking... after I got back from school, don't get me wrong.
Biking is so fun! Minus the dogs lurking around the streets. If only they clear up, I'll have total happiness... well, at least partially.
I was musing about life and death a while ago. I remembered JC (May she rest in peace). I haven't offered even a prayer for her during her death anniversary. (Plus, I forgot when was her birthday... all I knew it was around a week after her death). I forgot what I wondered about, but I realized that life is short. We really don't know what happens next. All things can change in a snap.
I'll change the topic to something denser.
I wasted money a while ago. I went to school for my Arnis class... for around 30 minutes. We just computed grades and whatnot. Good news: I got a 1.00 (It's a very good grade, mind you). Bad news: I wasted Php 30 for my number 25 tag which didn't have any use at all. Damn it! I just lost Php 50 of my savings. :(
Well, my friend had it worse than I did. She didn't fail, but she got 0.25 lower grade than I did. We had almost the same grades and number of absences. :( It was sad... and unfair. That's worse than my Php 30 loss. Somehow, I don't know if we're being too grade-conscious or it's a natural student thing. Somehow, I also feel a bit queasy since I got a grade higher than her. I, who doesn't really mind if I got a 1.00 or 1.25 or 1.50... I just wanted a 1.-- grade but not really particularly any grade.
Don't get me wrong. I love my grade. It's my first time getting such (My highest last sem was a 1.25). Plus, it can pull up my GWA... since I'm expecting a failure in Math... at least it could be better.
I just realized... I am grade conscious :o
Anyway, I think I'll have to offer God all of these predicaments in school. (I used predicaments because I can't do anything with my performance from the past months). What is this all worth after my death anyway? So, as I live here on Earth, why not give God something in return? Why not rely on Him? We really can't be by ourselves... be without Him. So, I guess it's okay.
I hope I can change for the better.
I just realized... some of the things I wrote aren't exactly connected. Oh well, who cares anyway?
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As for my fanfiction... Royally Challenged had Chapter 11 already!
I'm also planning on redoing Crazy and The West Wing. That'll come soon... after the Finals, I guess?
Maybe I have to be more vigilant. That thing might happen anytime.
Anyway, I just got back from biking... after I got back from school, don't get me wrong.
Biking is so fun! Minus the dogs lurking around the streets. If only they clear up, I'll have total happiness... well, at least partially.
I was musing about life and death a while ago. I remembered JC (May she rest in peace). I haven't offered even a prayer for her during her death anniversary. (Plus, I forgot when was her birthday... all I knew it was around a week after her death). I forgot what I wondered about, but I realized that life is short. We really don't know what happens next. All things can change in a snap.
I'll change the topic to something denser.
I wasted money a while ago. I went to school for my Arnis class... for around 30 minutes. We just computed grades and whatnot. Good news: I got a 1.00 (It's a very good grade, mind you). Bad news: I wasted Php 30 for my number 25 tag which didn't have any use at all. Damn it! I just lost Php 50 of my savings. :(
Well, my friend had it worse than I did. She didn't fail, but she got 0.25 lower grade than I did. We had almost the same grades and number of absences. :( It was sad... and unfair. That's worse than my Php 30 loss. Somehow, I don't know if we're being too grade-conscious or it's a natural student thing. Somehow, I also feel a bit queasy since I got a grade higher than her. I, who doesn't really mind if I got a 1.00 or 1.25 or 1.50... I just wanted a 1.-- grade but not really particularly any grade.
Don't get me wrong. I love my grade. It's my first time getting such (My highest last sem was a 1.25). Plus, it can pull up my GWA... since I'm expecting a failure in Math... at least it could be better.
I just realized... I am grade conscious :o
Anyway, I think I'll have to offer God all of these predicaments in school. (I used predicaments because I can't do anything with my performance from the past months). What is this all worth after my death anyway? So, as I live here on Earth, why not give God something in return? Why not rely on Him? We really can't be by ourselves... be without Him. So, I guess it's okay.
I hope I can change for the better.
I just realized... some of the things I wrote aren't exactly connected. Oh well, who cares anyway?
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As for my fanfiction... Royally Challenged had Chapter 11 already!
I'm also planning on redoing Crazy and The West Wing. That'll come soon... after the Finals, I guess?