Fic: ANTMM - Finale Week part 5
Title: ANTMM - Finale Week part 5
Fandom: Supernatural RPS
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Jensen tells Jared.
AN: Written in ANTMM ‘verse.
Jared bites back his hesitation and darts off in Jensen's wake. He's guessing the man is in the restroom right now.
Breathing heavily, Jared pushes the door open. The place is empty but for a stall with the door closed at the end of the row. He walks on and knocks at the door.
"Jen, you in there?" He just hopes it's not someone else but whatever. Someone else might have cursed at him right now but he hears nothing. "Jen?"
Quiet, and the next second, "Leave me alone."
"Dude, come on. You know I didn't mean what I said. I'd never... I know how you are." When there's no coming back from Jensen, Jared sighs. "We'll talk, all right? After we have dinner."
"You really didn't?" Jensen asks quietly. "Didn't mean what you said?"
"Yes. I mean no. Of course not."
"You trust me?"
"Jensen, look. Why don't you get out of there? I don't like talking to a door."
"Please answer me."
Jared throws his head back in frustration. "I trust you, okay? Because - how could I even let you join the competition if I don't?"
The door of the stall suddenly opens and Jared watches Jensen closely. His eyes look a little puffy. Jared hates to see that Jensen cried before he came.
"I'm sorry," Jensen says hoarsely but Jared grabs and hugs him.
"Don't you ever run away from me like that again."
"You might change your mind after I talk to you." Jensen's voice is muffled against Jared's shoulder.
"It can wait. It has to wait. Right now we have our dinner waiting for us." Jared pulls back and holds Jensen by his shoulders, watching him close. "And we're going to enjoy it."
Jensen smiles a little though it's obvious it’s forced. Jared can't help himself and kiss his lips. Jensen tastes like misery and Jared swears he'd rid of it.
~~~
When they spoon up into each other in bed in Jared’s hotel room that night, Jared holding Jensen tight and Jensen wanting to be in no other place than where he is, they are both deep in their thoughts while listening to each other’s heartbeat. They talked; that’s what that matters. It might have involved a little shouting, crying, and a lot of I’m sorry’s. Jared was mostly furious at Marcus and not Jensen.
”He’s a grown man, Jensen, and he was not supposed to make use of you like that.”
“You forget something. I’m an adult, too. I’m eighteen now so I’m as guilty as he is. You should’ve been mad at me.”
“I’m not, okay? If there’s someone I should get mad at, it’s myself. I didn’t trust you about Marcus at first, remember?”
And they were standing right there in the middle of the room in each other’s arms, lips locked, hips joined, swaying as they walked toward the bedroom.
~~~
Fandom: Supernatural RPS
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Jensen tells Jared.
AN: Written in ANTMM ‘verse.
Jared bites back his hesitation and darts off in Jensen's wake. He's guessing the man is in the restroom right now.
Breathing heavily, Jared pushes the door open. The place is empty but for a stall with the door closed at the end of the row. He walks on and knocks at the door.
"Jen, you in there?" He just hopes it's not someone else but whatever. Someone else might have cursed at him right now but he hears nothing. "Jen?"
Quiet, and the next second, "Leave me alone."
"Dude, come on. You know I didn't mean what I said. I'd never... I know how you are." When there's no coming back from Jensen, Jared sighs. "We'll talk, all right? After we have dinner."
"You really didn't?" Jensen asks quietly. "Didn't mean what you said?"
"Yes. I mean no. Of course not."
"You trust me?"
"Jensen, look. Why don't you get out of there? I don't like talking to a door."
"Please answer me."
Jared throws his head back in frustration. "I trust you, okay? Because - how could I even let you join the competition if I don't?"
The door of the stall suddenly opens and Jared watches Jensen closely. His eyes look a little puffy. Jared hates to see that Jensen cried before he came.
"I'm sorry," Jensen says hoarsely but Jared grabs and hugs him.
"Don't you ever run away from me like that again."
"You might change your mind after I talk to you." Jensen's voice is muffled against Jared's shoulder.
"It can wait. It has to wait. Right now we have our dinner waiting for us." Jared pulls back and holds Jensen by his shoulders, watching him close. "And we're going to enjoy it."
Jensen smiles a little though it's obvious it’s forced. Jared can't help himself and kiss his lips. Jensen tastes like misery and Jared swears he'd rid of it.
~~~
When they spoon up into each other in bed in Jared’s hotel room that night, Jared holding Jensen tight and Jensen wanting to be in no other place than where he is, they are both deep in their thoughts while listening to each other’s heartbeat. They talked; that’s what that matters. It might have involved a little shouting, crying, and a lot of I’m sorry’s. Jared was mostly furious at Marcus and not Jensen.
”He’s a grown man, Jensen, and he was not supposed to make use of you like that.”
“You forget something. I’m an adult, too. I’m eighteen now so I’m as guilty as he is. You should’ve been mad at me.”
“I’m not, okay? If there’s someone I should get mad at, it’s myself. I didn’t trust you about Marcus at first, remember?”
And they were standing right there in the middle of the room in each other’s arms, lips locked, hips joined, swaying as they walked toward the bedroom.
~~~