With this line I'll mark the past as a symbol of beginnings.
I am in the process of rehibalitation, I am deticating myself at this point (actually, starting a bit ago), to not wallow in this anymore... I can not, nor should I survive as the depressed, moping, self-loathing insect. There are changes that need to be made.
At the core of this matter is an inner lack of self-esteem or even self-liking. I was told recently by a very wonderful person that I must realize that I am a worthwile person.
My username here: ionno. I can really not think of any more debasing way of reffering to myself. because I do know. I am not what created this place, and I find the moods and attitudes that I associate with this journal to be unacceptable.
I will probably not update this journal from this point forward. I am going to try to change over my paid status to a different name. If I decide to keep using this format, which is likely, I will through my alternate account, rossa.
I am not a being without identity. I am a creature of passion. A loathing of my identity ends here.
feel free to friend my other account, I'm going to be using that for commenting purposes from here-on-out.
At the core of this matter is an inner lack of self-esteem or even self-liking. I was told recently by a very wonderful person that I must realize that I am a worthwile person.
My username here: ionno. I can really not think of any more debasing way of reffering to myself. because I do know. I am not what created this place, and I find the moods and attitudes that I associate with this journal to be unacceptable.
I will probably not update this journal from this point forward. I am going to try to change over my paid status to a different name. If I decide to keep using this format, which is likely, I will through my alternate account, rossa.
I am not a being without identity. I am a creature of passion. A loathing of my identity ends here.
feel free to friend my other account, I'm going to be using that for commenting purposes from here-on-out.